Everything in One piece

For me I am kind of guy who loves playing music. Especially when there is a challenge to complete. Strength is a good thing, while speed is also a good thing. Agility, Strength and Intellegence are those I want to be better at. When playing a guitar you speed up your fingers, if you want them to. I am like a Hero in battle, getting stronger while fighting and getting more experience. Not a Dark Knight, Not a Dark Ranger, Not Dark at all. Alliance between we humans and Spirits from light army.

Explosion! I think I've heard it before, strangely familiar to me. I don't know what it is, however it makes me scared effectively hard. This disease, pushed-away-disorder, is pain in the ass! I shouldn't have done it, I really am regretting it deebly... [...]

The city flows away, shines like a shadowed glass. I've seen it before, it is good that I have been here before because I can guide you all along my dear one...

It is strange, want me to believe that I can take anything from her, however she is strict to me. I want more than this, I want to see the reality too. It is not the game I wanted to play and the game is getting kind of boring. I want you

Turns ouit I'll be stranded here alone; without my guitar and a touch from a woman, I'll go insane. Before I Panic I thought "What would Jesus do?" And That's where it hits me, I'll be here for months as well if no one's noticed my demise. I ask myself many times if this is Gods test, because I can't see anything my mistake. Yes everbody makes mistakes but my mistakes are not that bad, and hey I am not a murderer nor rapist. I am not Cain and Karl.

This is like a dream; nightmare that became a reality and I am in it. This creator and a beast Ragnarok is hunting me, Darn It!; I am a preyt like a sitting duck. Vulcanic flames getting near me, I run like hell; Curse you slowmo!....

I walk the Earth for no reason, I walk with no love at all. Every woman I meet makes me realize I am dead, she is always an Angel or Angel of Darkness who's trying to take me with her. I have an unfinished business here, I need more time. However I don't really know what it is that is not finished yet; so you realize what I been through after reading this.

Turning this side effect aside with delay hall really endures me… They call it Endurance Aura. What is it?

As I am cooking some chicken I realize my feet aren't healthy… They burn me. Have some mercy. They does not care about how I feel, they only think of themselves I know they are fools. My agility sure does fall apart, my strength is a direct line and I don't quite think my intelligence grows… I am in the same glass, never have been washed by my owner I feel quite dirty and I am afraid of it… Please Zeus help me. ..

As I drink the water from my cup I see myself as a healthy man… I am not, really. No mercy. I don't really care about my healthy as one another, it makes me feel strangely desired by healthy food I know they are healthy. As I sip from the water I closed my eyes for a sec, all I hear is ringing until it stops… Finally an ending. The end I thought I never see, the end that is it watching me while I listen to this… Damn this bright thing.

Enlighten! This is a Wrath of Gods. Snow, sun and silent at the same time. I am perhaps a message by my God, the God I rely on and trust. I am blessed… It is just a feeling it, mate. It is not a real thing and you know it clearly. You've been talking about it last year; it is not my thing but yours. Yours to command, yours to challenge and yours to take… What a fool you are, a fool without sense of humor and you are always acting 15 even you are 19. You know there's a link between you two.

Tomorrow is the day where everybody is celebrating the day of the youth, I will too. However without drinking a thing, not alcohol or soda… what a shame! Have some mercy. I love you Katie Melua! Not precisely like love, your music sure does relax my mind. Now I can't even think of anything… Shame on me!

Maybe I am changing?

I feel hungry, feeling the need for a cigarette at the same time. Wish I could smoke and eat at the same time... Wish I could really do that. Can you?

My hair is messy, my breath stinks and I look bad.
"The hang over really suckin' you around, it spells you. You look bad but I look good. Can you take a shower now, please? I will really appreciate it if you do that. "
The girl put spell on me, I have turned her into a scary ghost and I love her. No man can ever do that. Except you guys... I don't.

"I don't hate you, how you doin'? You have made me look awful yesterday, you barely can see my face and why do you do that..? Can I sleep with you tonight?" That sounds incredible! I knew you come back to me dearest one. :D If you have read my other damn blogs, you sure have understand what kind of world I live in. I appreciate it, you can sleep here beside me.

My mind is wondering all the time, have I ever kissed you today? I can't even remember it. So slow! Too slow! Go slow!

Well, I am amused. Good show last night!!!!

My mind is emptying itself, happiness comes in.. Maybe for a day. And many things comes bumbing in, like an avalanche. My intellegence grows, However I am still stupid. How can I say no to sex? Maybe not my type. Maybe I did it for a reason.

Meeting this new girl, freshman, is absolutely incredible! She is tall however, almost my size, Wow! Her smile is amazing and her beauty really blows me off. I'm amused. Her kiss, I can't describe it. Her body... Perfect! There are few girls who looks like that except Adriana Lima, you know how she looks[...]

This is amusing, here we stand, four people watching porn, 3 a.m. and what are we doin'? We are two guys and two girls.. Not girlfriends. We all going to school tomorrow at 8, that's in 5 hours... So no sleep today. What am I, crazy?

The new line is different, no girl beside me... So hard. New ones seems to be more different, not my type. Hades' boy is around, however I haven't seen him quite enough. Once I asume. Behind his back when setting.

Retraining my body, getting the long gone shape back. It feels good, so good that I gain strength. The willing to move on but thinking about tomorrow she'll be back. Knowing it'll only happen in next year. Perfection, learning it really tires me a lot.

Skating with skiies, running like a coward from the life I live in. No mercy. The nature is divine, wonderful and so white with all the snow everywhere. Beautiful, outstanding and perfect. I want it all.

Should I go out today? Is it necessary? Necessary to go out to find something valueable for me? I think it is. I need a womans love, the love not necessarily have to be important. Just a hug. Maybe a sex. Perhabs I am just foolish, perhabs I am an idiot or I am just feeling down

When I realize why life end our relationsship, I understand the meaning of an old saying:
            "Appreciate and learn from the past,
              plan and dream for the future and    
               live in the here & now"
I am coming  forward, climbing to the top and repairring my injury.

Where the lights are off, I can't see you, and now where you hide I think of something stupid like you affect the lonely heart out there. "you may have fun but I'm not."

I'm feeling little loss where there's nothing around my heart. The traveller will not come, not untill later. The answer to my prayer will never return.

[The truth hurts a lot, your chance to be clean. Spelling changed her life, your chance to be clear. Confusion!.. realises the Chaos, your change your personality!.]

Why do we pray to the Gods for forgiveness? Is it because we're afraid? The Gods helps us fight for our believes.... Them.

Temporarily out of action, i am out of gas. Cannot go any further... What’s happening?

Desperation drives me mad, before even finding the flaw. "I bear no sword!" Never have had anyway... Gimmicks. Before the dark hour comes, I play the gimmicks and have been once happy. I pretend and I smile. I walk the goddess of beauty, my fairy, she turns me on. The son of Hades walks my city, luckily I’ve never seen him.

I am seeing a ghost, my visitor, it’s a young girl... She likes me. I do not know what it is she wants from me?[...]

Begging for mercy I kneel, just another usual day. Seeing spots beside me this girl, why do I enjoy this? Walking behind, watching closely and making noises humbling.

I am beginning to rise.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth