Cozy Dine

It’s a rainy Monday night in a City of Aarhus, the wind gently pushes the rain into a tilted position. Everyone stays at their warm and relaxing homes while me and my sparkling stardust decided to go out and have a little dinner. Even though darkness is just around the corner we decided to risk the danger of getting cold the next day we head to the heart of Aarhus. A wish is so simple not to give up that easily when the love is just the other side of the road, it’s not that far away.
After long minutes of getting wet from the rain we finally arrived to a cozy little place Charlie’s, a little romantic place just for ourselves and the rest desperate romantics. Sometimes I think I could be more like Hank Moody when my heart always end up being torn apart from the angel I always tend to love too much. This time I also decided to give it a little try, maybe it’ll be not that bad and I know my beautiful Aphrodite will bless me heavily for my many trials. You see, this place has this thing going on… Irresistible to women, a magical place where Love is triumphs the evil. So I though I would maybe give it to my beautiful accompany, maybe the spark will be strong enough to light our love for each other.

The night has been wonderful, the candles really makes this place a hit with the women. Suddenly Zeus lifted my curse for the night to give my highly respectable love to one last woman I could love. Maybe I’ve got the power to give, to love and to be the fine man for the night and give this woman the hell she deserves. To be with the lust and sweat one last night before the curse is once again fired upon me. The harder it hit me the less I seem to prove.

Throughout the night we have fun, we even make this funny little sea creature we came up with through our food or leftovers. We talked and talked about life itself and our personal qualities with someone this past month. Still, there is this I am little annoyed by… I can’t seem to stop smiling when you’re around, and you know I’ve tried not to smile when you’re looking me with those beautiful eyes of yours. Maybe it’ll last three seconds before I am smiling again. Thank God for that.
There is this hope I have… Love, will it conquer the world of ours or not?
Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

All Lovin' Angel

There’s always someone special among us, every one of us has this unique person that makes us feel wonderful and forgiving. Giving us shining bright light all day long and the day becomes so much more. Every one knows this kind of person, sure maybe someone hasn’t met the right one but it’ll come to you throughout your life. I can assure you beautiful.

I know this beautiful angel, let me call her Armaita which means the spirit of goddess, truth and wisdom. I know you can’t see her smile in this picture but she has the most beautiful smile, really, which always makes me feel safe and calm. All lovin’ angel.

There are times my life goes totally south, sometimes it feels like I’m in hell feeling misery and pain. Being tortured by something evil, inside me burning and exploding. There are times I can’t even bear the pain I wish I am dead. When those times are near my angel takes my arm and helps me crawl this high mountain, one step closer to the top. Every step healing my scars, every step with a smile in front of me and every step with this beautiful woman standing beside me. You’re the unique individual I always have been looking for all my life, ever since my feelings for girls appeared you’re the one I have been looking for. The smile of yours is heart warming, that is what’s important to me.

I am the luckiest guy in the world

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Lost

Everything is now lost. I have never in my life lose someone that important so fast, so quickly and painfully fast. It is like someone is stabbing me hard behind my back. One wrong move and all is lost.

I feel all in my life is lost, I ask myself what trickery is this and why does it hurt too much? All these years we’ve talked and talked about our relationship cannot be broken, suddenly in one night I manage to destroy it in ten minutes. I speak of love but I ain’t no lover, there isn’t anything about me that is any romantic at all these days. There is something about this southern girl that makes me feel right, every time it feels comforting and easy. There you go, you’re gone for good.

I keep thinking about how you use to smile when every time I come up with a joke, even when it is really bad you still smile and call me an idiot or something. Your soft hands I’ve been missing every time I go to bed, how you touch my face and how you hold me at night. I know we have been having hard time trying to sleep still it was a nice feelin’. As long as we’re having good time it’ll be alright and that is what I thought. However, it is just a lie all of it. We have never felt the love you and I, that makes me feel used. Now you take my heart and turn it into something else. Maybe it is best not to feel this so-called love, ‘cause it is too hard to get over it. And please don’t you dare call me a weak man.

I learn something…

Sincerely 
Mario Lyberth

Moderate blues

My days, as usual, has been enough cheerful. I know you guys miss me and I admit I miss you too. However I have duties to complete this weekend, so I won't be around as much. Maybe little less, or maybe whole weekend where I am gone... I hope you won't miss me.

My duties, how so ever, are tough. And it is my responsibility to finish all of them before the turning point. If I don't, I am so fucked even my mother won't forgive me at all. It'll be like sailing in a storm, knowing everything can go wrong and you can die freezing...

I know you are afraid, you're getting the blues all right. You don't have to cry, still you are... I know the spirits are darker than they look, they are scary too. Especially when it's dark outside, they have more power. Cheer yourself up, so I can defend you from getting snapped. I need you...

Why not the light shine upon you? You are so beautiuful when the sun it's facing towards you. Your face has never been so beautiful, makes your eyes sparkle. Be happy. I know I am.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

The Un-explain Territory

Everything is going to be alright, we move along the time. When to explain the unforgivalbe there is always one issue, you drain all the blood and give the kids a quite a show. You all know the pain we go through when feeling lost without our beautiful dear, knowing it'll last longer than we want it to be. The pain is inevitable...
The day goes as usual without closeness I'be been missing since the last time we spend the night together. Even though the lovely pain in my back is sometimes hurting me I still miss the intimacy. The smile I've been longing for is now far away, the dream is far away and the fear of losing you is pretty much near. What is it that makes me doubtful ? I've been experiencing the thought of never coming back, which is scaring me. My soul is hurting... What's next ?

My life today seems perfectly fine, still I am fighting for the freedom I've been longing for. The woman I like is now acting weird around me, maybe it is me that causes these kind of women to run away from me. Maybe I am the one who is frighten them, and it wouldn't be surprising at all if it did. Please try and explain it to me, try and make me happier than I am today. I haven't felt the love in many years now. I might go crazy if I never see this side of love, knowing it is always the hardest when knowing the woman is never taking me seriously. What is my move when I want to get closer ? Can anyone explain it to me ?
I have been better at this game, actually I was the perfect weapon. Now, after a four year relationship my tacticts are ineffective and my confidence is now fading away. The fire is too high to jump across. My feet hurts...

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

The lust

Libra (23 Sep - 22 Oct)
You may feel as if time has run out, now that it's the last day of the Sun in your sign. Your relationships are about to grow more intense, and you'll also feel more alive as your passions awaken. Make up your mind to undertake some type of service, for it's your extra effort and generosity of spirit that will make you feel better about yourself these days.

Amazingly surprising how good-looking girls can be, I want to feel the lust among them. I want to taste the sweat, I want them to feel me:

"The Body I'm looking at is amazing
I am terrified just watching it closely
It is time to take the risk by Chosing
I fear the path is dangerous and risky"

Now let me take you to my reality, my true power and strength you haven't seen before. I can be very irritating, don't think about it. It is you we want, it is you we desire... You have the body!
I have never in my entire life feel this anger, the feeling that can destroy my entire life and turn me into this maniac and freak. I am now addicted to you, I can't really stop touching you... Please make me stop! Make me forget you, make me desire for more than you. Make me realise that this is really have to stop, you can't handle me now let me go! I can't let you go by myself, however by your help we can handle the situation.

Give me more! Give me a young girl! Give me a woman! Give me a body! Give away my desires!

Sincerely

Mario Lyberth

The Truth about Athena

It’s been too long since I remembered your face, through nightmares I’ve been trying to seek forgiveness. I have never known the truth before realizing the true happiness of my past and long gone life. All of it reminds me of Athena, the true goddess I’ve been trying to hold on to all those years. Yet, I’ve lost…

Finally I can breathe air, knowing the end is near. Caution is now my best friend and love runs away. All those months past and far away you are to me. Now illness takes over, it’s getting harder to breathe and I can’t really sleep at night. The sweat makes my whole body uncomfortable and weird. My eyes are tired all the time and I am freezing all over my body. I now realize that I am cursed…

You know Athena, you’ve never once tried to forgive me. After all the things I’ve done for you, many times I’ve forgiven you before and you have been the one in my heart. Still you give me nothing, you stabbed me in my back hundred times. Still my heart lies with you.

Am I bad?

Sincerely 
Mario Lyberth 

Ghost Town

Trouble comes again, I’ve accepted my life style. Now it’s quit like a ghost town, really, no one is outside at night. It creeps me out so much I get goose bums. Goddammit!

I hear silent songs about the dead, whispering through the fogs. No one is around but me and my girl Rheia, she’s bit scared about the church, bells toll silent by the wind. Rheia tells me to watch her back to insure things will go nuts. Even though she sees everything, she is still insecure about the creatures passing around us. creatures of the dark watching closely, if we even let our guards down they’ll kill us. I’m worried.

The witch crafts are all over the place, ghost appear out of no where. They seek destruction and want heavens to burn. We don’t have a chance. Searching for Ferrum so we’ll have our place in the battle, salt shakes creek for turn. The wall is thick, impossible to break through, impossible to escape from town. Soon I’ll be able to break out, so I can see my beautiful girl Nivi. Just wishing she’ll be there when I escape, so I can see her. It’ll be wonderful…

The hard rain has passed, no reapers to take my soul and no ghouls to attack me and no soulless creatures to feed off my body. I wish I knew the ancients scripts, old Egyptian scrolls to read so I can sent the ghouls back to the underworld. Cerberus would be worried about those creatures passing through without the cold coin. My dark heart strikes again, giving the blood of Cain, the desire to be the best of all and the anger uncontrollable. My poor heart…

Sincerely 
Mario Lyberth

My Truth Serum

This is all about you, you and your ways of living my beautiful dearest one. You numb me every time I see your smile or hear you laugh. I have no secrets for you, I tell you everything and you know I’ll tell you the truth. You will always be my angel, min skat.

Today’s the sixth day of the week, it might as will be the seventh day, ‘cause it is late at night. God is now with us, today he watches us, keeping us safe from darkness. Since I first laid eyes on you, I saw the beauty and my heart melted at that moment…

Now I’m all alone in this forsaken town, no one to say and tell “My god, you really are beautiful” and no one to hold at night when the nightmares come. Every day doing nothing except playing on my guitar, everything is now boring without you. My life is now empty.

“Look at the stars a million miles away. 
Do you ever wonder how far they reach? 
Look at the moon a thousand miles away. 
Do you ever wonder if we can live up there? 
Look at these mountains a hundred miles away. 
Do you ever wonder why we can’t see ourselves? 
Look at these women a few miles away. 
Do you ever wonder why I’m not over there? 
That’s because you are my wonder woman.”

All this time I followed you everywhere, all this time I keep seeing your smiling face and all this time I have been telling how beautiful you are. Now, you had me fooled…

Sincerely 
Mario Lyberth

Minor Sanity

When I imagine how my life would be without you, it’s only crazy disasters. You give me hope and meaning for my life. You daunt my crazyness everytime, giving me the smile of joy to you. The love lingers towards the happiness above the skies. Let our animal instincts lead us the way to the sanity.

Burn my eyes, burry my body.
Lust be fault and everybody.
Daunting prospect my ass, woman,
only you know how you work.
The Demon Story.
You want,
to burn.
Let your eyes glow for awhile,
see the stars while you alive.
The gate will open soon my darling,
You better off leaving this endearing,
Of your demon.
Your love,
now;
This is my insanity inside.

The true beauty isn’t waht’s inside the person, all you guys have been wrong all this time. It doesn’t mean if a woman has this unbelieveable body, she turn out to be a mean snob. She’s a person just like all of us and she is the true beauty. Hey come on, most people can be hard on your ass. You don’t have to wear jackboots to see them at all. It’s a jab of pain guys, and you don’t have to be a hippy to see those kaleidoscopic changes around those snobs, their demeanor is horror. However, no matter how we react on others and no matter how bad our actions are, we are all going to Heaven. “God is all forgiving.” it is written. This line represents the forgiveness, we have to remember it. Hell doesn’t exist, it is just our imagination in our imagination that creates an entire illusion of Hell. The hate confuses us so we creates an entire world of pain in afterlife. Don’t be confused, love one another and charish the beauty of our nature. We are all going to “Heaven”.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Sacret Kiss

For months I’ve been trying this new little game of mine, kind of a psychological one and it’s seems to be working fine today. Maybe in a few days or so, I’ll be able to work it all the way to the finishing line. To do more kissing and touching the body, being able to hold her at night, sweat and cold clashing into something better that leads to the perfect comfort and warmth.

The days go quickly and surprisingly fast. It seems the time flies like a bird, going illigally and dangerous to everyone. Yesterday it was june, now it’s January suddenly and it kind of sucks, because everybody is leaving town so I’ll be left alone. Think I leave it too. I think it’s because of this game time runs away from me. At least I get a Sacred Kiss from her…

I really, really hate myself sometimes. I can be a goo and a scumbag. Many say there’s only one love and there’s nothing we can do about it. I say this to everyone around: They’re wrong!!! If it’s true, I’ll never be able to find my true love again. Because I have lost mine not long ago and it really kicks me bad, my emotions are numb and my behaviour is never the same. From the moment I kissed her neck ‘till the day we split apart was an adventure ride. Life goes on I’ll say and we all will find love once again, soon and I can promise that to you!

This girl I can’t have is really something something. The way she is to me, counting on me whenever she needs me and I really hate not seeing her. Maybe someday I get to see her again, counting on her to feel me once again. For now, they are many fishes in sea and one of them will show up. Maybe she already shown herself to me, I just couldn’t see her… Damn!

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth