Inevitable Blood

The world isn’t perfect for every one of us, we have our anger, lust, wrath, jealousy and Giltinė around us. We can not be perfect, that is not the way the world works. There has to be a balance, between man and all the living on Earth. One reasoning is that justice is served equally to all – whether they are alive or dead, based on their karma or fate.
I think I finally understand why I have this headache, hearing this high note all the time. The thing is, all I hear is an Angel, whispering to me something. My lungs are not feeling themselves, my hunger for something is growing and it is fierce. When I spin my head, my vision slows down and my hearing stops for awhile. I don’t have the desire to play my music anymore, my only hope in my life is drifting apart from me. My demon is taking everything from me…

Black River, I am gonna put my cares in you and take my duties from you. You should not take anything from me, I am not finished with them. If you don’t obey me, I’ll put Michael on you to show you justice. My blood is not for sale… Not yet.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Daimonos (Lesser God, Tutelary deity)

Do we feel lucky to be alive? Not everyone shares the same, especially when our souls are damned for good. We have this entity so called spirit inside us and someday we eventually become spiritual entity like others, and we never know how we will control ourselves. Our sanity can be lost and threatened by the evil spirit. I am not being religious here, the evil spirit can be someone recently died from a disappointing death and is really upset… You never know.

I am at ease in the arms of a woman, every breath I hear from a woman calms me. I know I haven’t been at home in a very long time, still I have this feeling that I will be ease from someones arm. Now, I spend most of my days alone but when tells me everything will be back to normal.

She is my demon, still I can’t see her around. Maybe someday she’ll come back home and take me away, to a place where I can rest on my own. I never stop believing that…

"The fact that demons are always regarded as the spirits of those who have died recently shows better than anything the influence of mourning on the origin of the belief in demons."

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Classical Shock

My day just turned great, I have been asked to be the brain of the class. If I should fail them, they’ll be disappointed at me. You know I would never do that. Sometimes I do feel left out, standing here in the middle of a circle. The only soul left for dust, banned and darkened for eternity. This is not a shock to me, in fact I already knew it since my sixteenth birthday. Back there I sit in my room playing on my guitar, trying so hard to make up songs that doesn’t exist. No song is made without lifetime experience. Every one knows that, I was stupid and careless about my life. School didn’t matter, it all was making up songs and nothing else. I have been wondering for long time how it would be if I live like a rock star jumping around in the scene and never worried about anything. That was the past.

The thing is… This is a dream that would never come true. It would be a shock if it turned out to be my faith, and I would cry. Now, this is not about this dream. This is another concern for you, my friend. It will be a classical shock before you can imagine it. I have never been so afraid about it too. I am feeling afraid of my life. Naah, I have made a song… Finally. All those years, now the song is about to finish. Maybe few more days, my brain needs to relax after all this math I have been doing for the last few days. The song isn’t as good as Amos Lee’s Give It Up song, it isn’t good either as Keb’ Mo’s I Am A Hero and it will never be as good as Paul Gilbert’s Eudaimonia Overture. Is it a classical shock to you my friend? No?

For me, my biggest shock would be meeting the beautiful Katie Melua. Especially when hearing her beautiful soft and powerful voice, so gentle and rough at the same time. I can’t imagine how it would be, I think I would panic and start saying all those greenlandic bullshit all over her face. It would be a classical shock if I am calm when talking to her. I endear her… Perfect!

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Ferrum Myrmidons

μῆνιν ἄειδε θεὰ Πηληϊάδεω Ἀχιλῆος
οὐλομένην, ἣ μυρί' Ἀχαιοῖς ἄλγε' ἔθηκεν,
“Sing, Goddess, of the rage, of Peleus' son Achilles the accursed rage, which brought pain to thousands of the Achaeans”

A man can lose his sanity because of Love, sometimes it can be dangerous. Even thought Gods don’t control us, they can play with us. Turning our souls into a damned soul, crip around it and darkness fiend. We are just their toys hanging around our Mother Gaia, a chess bricks in a duel between Heaven and Underworld. We can’t fight against their moves… Useless we are.

One of our brightest souls only their favourites, the rest is expendable. I sometimes consider myself as one of their favourites, ‘cause sometimes they grant me my wishes. I have been surviving their clash in this war. Maybe I have something they want. While Aphrodite gives me Lust, so she could remove me from someone. I’ve been wondering for sometimes why she does that, maybe she wants me for herself only. I know she is more beautiful than any other women in this Mother Earth. However, I can’t be a toy for them… No longer.

I am Ferrum Myrmidon, made with Iron with best skills of a fighter.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

The Unforgivalbe

Come on, you can do better than this. You can’t just give up on you yet. This isn’t the end, the life goes on and you’ll have to accept the fact you live on your own now. And you will have to face the worst and hardest parts in your life. You live now seperately and you live a solo. Do something about it and you’ll find the way. You aways do. When we go don’t blame us, you are not yet famous. All of your ideas are lies, and no one will put you into flies. I should have been a better son. The curse on you is not the single idea. You have other qualities now. Live now on your own, but when you go don’t return to your love. That is an order!

“Just sleep! Just like me, bring the ice down! Just keep! just like you, take your back down..
Your mama won’t help you now boy, but you gonna clean up your looks. You have now done your part boy, never accept the fact it is your books that helped you.” The letter is right,I am just like Our Man Evans now. However I do not have to run to another town, I’ll stay here and be miseralbe about myselft now.

When God cursed Cain he had a reason, no man has the right to kill another person. Cain will forever walk the Earth. Me, I have been cursed by God, I didn’t kill someone… In a way I’ve kill her inside, broke her heart. Now I’ll forever walk the Earth, that is why I have to find the light inside me. And the journey is the only beginning.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Crazy Out of Body Experience

My life isn’t exactly the most perfect life in the world, in fact, it is the most chaos in the world. I manage to survive all the so called accidents through out my life. I have never done something so good every one seems to hate me for it. It is always my fault…

When your spirit leaves its body, the mind don’t remember anything. That is what I did… It was awful, turning my beloved one into a vengeance. You must understand that she’ll never forgive me again. 

What can I say? I was so drunk!

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Dark Matter

Every thing has turned upside down, my own life is not completely on its own. I don’t control it anymore. Why? I don’t know it for sure, all I know is; that for some reason I have done it… Broke its path.

Clouds have gone, the sun comes out. I am afraid for the first time in my life. It is worse than the distruction of my face, and that really freaks me off. Only God knows what my life is heading to. Maybe I have chosen it for some reason, but I cannot see it clearly. I am now in hiding, my room is the only secure thing. Locking my door is better…

My god, what have I done… I have opened the gate to hell, the minions have now entered my world. Hunting me will they do, I have no idea what they might do to me. I begin to smell funny, even with me showering this morning. This is the Dark Matter… please have mercy.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth