Ghost Town

Trouble comes again, I’ve accepted my life style. Now it’s quit like a ghost town, really, no one is outside at night. It creeps me out so much I get goose bums. Goddammit!

I hear silent songs about the dead, whispering through the fogs. No one is around but me and my girl Rheia, she’s bit scared about the church, bells toll silent by the wind. Rheia tells me to watch her back to insure things will go nuts. Even though she sees everything, she is still insecure about the creatures passing around us. creatures of the dark watching closely, if we even let our guards down they’ll kill us. I’m worried.

The witch crafts are all over the place, ghost appear out of no where. They seek destruction and want heavens to burn. We don’t have a chance. Searching for Ferrum so we’ll have our place in the battle, salt shakes creek for turn. The wall is thick, impossible to break through, impossible to escape from town. Soon I’ll be able to break out, so I can see my beautiful girl Nivi. Just wishing she’ll be there when I escape, so I can see her. It’ll be wonderful…

The hard rain has passed, no reapers to take my soul and no ghouls to attack me and no soulless creatures to feed off my body. I wish I knew the ancients scripts, old Egyptian scrolls to read so I can sent the ghouls back to the underworld. Cerberus would be worried about those creatures passing through without the cold coin. My dark heart strikes again, giving the blood of Cain, the desire to be the best of all and the anger uncontrollable. My poor heart…

Sincerely 
Mario Lyberth

My Truth Serum

This is all about you, you and your ways of living my beautiful dearest one. You numb me every time I see your smile or hear you laugh. I have no secrets for you, I tell you everything and you know I’ll tell you the truth. You will always be my angel, min skat.

Today’s the sixth day of the week, it might as will be the seventh day, ‘cause it is late at night. God is now with us, today he watches us, keeping us safe from darkness. Since I first laid eyes on you, I saw the beauty and my heart melted at that moment…

Now I’m all alone in this forsaken town, no one to say and tell “My god, you really are beautiful” and no one to hold at night when the nightmares come. Every day doing nothing except playing on my guitar, everything is now boring without you. My life is now empty.

“Look at the stars a million miles away. 
Do you ever wonder how far they reach? 
Look at the moon a thousand miles away. 
Do you ever wonder if we can live up there? 
Look at these mountains a hundred miles away. 
Do you ever wonder why we can’t see ourselves? 
Look at these women a few miles away. 
Do you ever wonder why I’m not over there? 
That’s because you are my wonder woman.”

All this time I followed you everywhere, all this time I keep seeing your smiling face and all this time I have been telling how beautiful you are. Now, you had me fooled…

Sincerely 
Mario Lyberth

Minor Sanity

When I imagine how my life would be without you, it’s only crazy disasters. You give me hope and meaning for my life. You daunt my crazyness everytime, giving me the smile of joy to you. The love lingers towards the happiness above the skies. Let our animal instincts lead us the way to the sanity.

Burn my eyes, burry my body.
Lust be fault and everybody.
Daunting prospect my ass, woman,
only you know how you work.
The Demon Story.
You want,
to burn.
Let your eyes glow for awhile,
see the stars while you alive.
The gate will open soon my darling,
You better off leaving this endearing,
Of your demon.
Your love,
now;
This is my insanity inside.

The true beauty isn’t waht’s inside the person, all you guys have been wrong all this time. It doesn’t mean if a woman has this unbelieveable body, she turn out to be a mean snob. She’s a person just like all of us and she is the true beauty. Hey come on, most people can be hard on your ass. You don’t have to wear jackboots to see them at all. It’s a jab of pain guys, and you don’t have to be a hippy to see those kaleidoscopic changes around those snobs, their demeanor is horror. However, no matter how we react on others and no matter how bad our actions are, we are all going to Heaven. “God is all forgiving.” it is written. This line represents the forgiveness, we have to remember it. Hell doesn’t exist, it is just our imagination in our imagination that creates an entire illusion of Hell. The hate confuses us so we creates an entire world of pain in afterlife. Don’t be confused, love one another and charish the beauty of our nature. We are all going to “Heaven”.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Sacret Kiss

For months I’ve been trying this new little game of mine, kind of a psychological one and it’s seems to be working fine today. Maybe in a few days or so, I’ll be able to work it all the way to the finishing line. To do more kissing and touching the body, being able to hold her at night, sweat and cold clashing into something better that leads to the perfect comfort and warmth.

The days go quickly and surprisingly fast. It seems the time flies like a bird, going illigally and dangerous to everyone. Yesterday it was june, now it’s January suddenly and it kind of sucks, because everybody is leaving town so I’ll be left alone. Think I leave it too. I think it’s because of this game time runs away from me. At least I get a Sacred Kiss from her…

I really, really hate myself sometimes. I can be a goo and a scumbag. Many say there’s only one love and there’s nothing we can do about it. I say this to everyone around: They’re wrong!!! If it’s true, I’ll never be able to find my true love again. Because I have lost mine not long ago and it really kicks me bad, my emotions are numb and my behaviour is never the same. From the moment I kissed her neck ‘till the day we split apart was an adventure ride. Life goes on I’ll say and we all will find love once again, soon and I can promise that to you!

This girl I can’t have is really something something. The way she is to me, counting on me whenever she needs me and I really hate not seeing her. Maybe someday I get to see her again, counting on her to feel me once again. For now, they are many fishes in sea and one of them will show up. Maybe she already shown herself to me, I just couldn’t see her… Damn!

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

The Road to Darkness

It happens whenever you walk into a room where I am, and it happens so quick I feel sick everytime. I lost myself inside and my control over my body. I shake and shake, it is like I have had enough of coffee. I lost the game and you win the prize.

I distance myself from any good things, still there’s something wrong. The Flashbacks keeps coming and I hate that. Life is hard and I know it, the question is: Do I deserve it? I keep asking it over and over. Where are the good things I need and where’s the point of all of this misery? The path I use to control I have lost, ain’t no perfect anymore. The turnings and backwards no options, the only end I see is Darkness. The sins and pins are returning, the meaning of this I don’t see. I surrender…

I know I’ve hurt your feelings and you’ve hurt mine. That doesn’t mean you have to keep on, you know I’ve stopped it long time ago. Why do you still fight me? I always try to lie to you, but the truth is I love you more than anything. It’s a shame.

The Road to Darkness is going to be long and hard, the future is not bright and wonderful. The Gods have cursed me, never to find happiness again, never to see the heart of this soul and my veins darkened. The minute seems a long time passed, every second feels eternity. I don’t think I can’t hold on anymore.

“Death, Pain
Veins, Dark
Cross burning
Hold on tight

Soul reaping
No light can defeat
I wish I never here
Always alone

Heart broken, Pieces
No secret life
Lust gone for good
Still I’m sad”

The tears are mine to cry, never meant to be yours to dry.
Don’t you damn and damn try, just let me burn and burn.
I here by let me bleed, cursed I meant to keep.
Blood is the only one I need, just don’t be too mean.
I have nothing to gain, never meant to darken my vein.
Nothing I do removes the stain, black river and Elune help me.

And I’m sure, we both still love her.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

0 o’clock

What will 0 o’clock mean to you? Midnight or Noon? How would our time plan look like? I don’t really know…

The numbers we see everyday are sometimes difficult to understand, because I ask often myself why theese specific numbers? Will there ever be different numbers in the future? So many questions still unanswered, walking around my consciousness and bothering me everytime. If one day becomes 23 hours, it wouldn’t even matter, ‘cause that is our real natural day and we wouldn’t have headaches for once. So it would be 6 o’clock the sun rises from the East not 5 o’clock and that is wrong according to my calculations. We see six as a positive number without thinking it through, and five, well, it’s different and negative. However, we have managed to form it into something better, for example, the fives, Jackson Five, Five boys meaning boybands and 5 as my lucky number. Maybe it is because the sun creates shining memories that specific time, which should be 6 according to my timeplan and shine a ligh on us…

I have enough of this! You’ll never see me again, so disgusting you are. No more entering my room and no more talking from me. I belong in another world, world of lust, where I am once this powerful man. You have to know that you have never satisfy me, I’ve tried…

For me it’s 0 o’clock when I say Pandora for the first time. The time stops and I see your smile so beautiful I slipped into the alternate reality. Now I am all depressed, I think of something brilliant. If I become president, I’ll declare a war with you!!! You turn me into a monster…

Teles and Aglaope, Lust and Pure.
Aglaophonos and Mors Mortis, Light and Darkness.
I’ve seen you around my beautiful Euryale.
You’ve always known my mortality and endureness.
Let the light show us the path to intimacy,
so we lest forget the past and the future.
Set the burning flame into dust and dure.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Cold Eyes

The world isn’t perfet, life is hard and yes, it is frustrating. Well, if the world was perfect, we would life our lives awfully and yes, we wouldn’t find happiness in that perfect little world ‘cause we wouldn’t know about it.

The wind blows my mind and my words are getting shorter. Cold air I feel. Someone close by me disturbing me. My room is dark and it’s hard to notice that someone is near by. My room is cold because I have forgotten to turn up the radiator. Suddenly behind my curtains I see those eyes, displeased and full of pain, staring at me, I freeze…

“Give us back Stalin and Hitler, give us back Caesar and Xerxes, so we can make this world a better place. Kaassassuk and Anngannguujunnguaq will not be mentioned, so disappointing. Ajorsaqaat!”

Too much coffee gives me dizzyness and my opinions flip around, which makes me see the other side of the world. I smile when I’m angry, I laugh when I’m cynical and I lie when I’m truthfull. A ghost is you, hard to find and hard to see. You are my unique heart, never to disappear inside. Ring the bells with your naked hands, forget your perfect offering. Release the contract, set your eyes on fire and burn my body. Forget democrazy, forget the freedom and hail to slavery. It’s not illegal when you’re the president, even if it is murder. Be the bloodlust, you’ll survive. Just life Darwin said…

My cold eyes makes me happier.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth