Lonely in the Woods

Have you ever wondered about love, how it affects you in every way and how it changes you into a different person?…
This whole day, I tire and becoming more and more lonely. It is not because I want to be left out from everybody else, and not because I like it that way. Someone pushed the button and closed every section around me so I couldn’t go out to the public and reveal myself. I totally am fucked up.

Never mind if the forrest is dark and never mind if the forrest has the sun all over the place, you’ll still be alone. Especially in the winter, the forrest has no feelings for you. You can not live here on your own. 

For now I live in the forrest all by myself, and no one is here to protect me. I think I can hold on few days before I lost my mind. What is a man have to do if he wants salvation? No promise was made to Hades this month, why still he punished me for it. Zeus hear my plea!

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Falling down

The chance of me to get through this day is minimal. I have been feeling like I am drowning, my selfisteem is critical. Finally you have managed to make me fall, after a thousand messages of threads about my ego you push me from a cliff. My feeling dropped to zero, again and again, and everytime I try to save myself from that fall… I fail. I’ve seen it before in my dreams, the nightmare is finally coming. My punishment for the crime.

“Spending all the energy to keep me down,
is finally coming to an end.
Thousand Threads, disappointing stains are critical,
I am finally falling from a cliff.

Your desire to hurt me from my soul is my own,
like my ego is soul would bend.
The nightmare, The punishment is not minimal,
My body burns.”

The fall is still long.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Ouranos (Father Sky)

Come to think about the starry night outside my room, I see Lunar deity, Selene. There, glowing with bright light across the universe while our Father Sky is around. We never did respect our nature, all we think about is our evolution. Sometimes our Father punishes us with storm and blizzard, because we think of ourselves. That is why I come to think about my nearest fase. Why do I have to blame me for doing all of this, while you are the one to blame? Never mind, my mind cannot think of anything else… Amy Green. You must understand, I easily fall in love with someone. While I was reading my beloved book (Magazine), I saw Amy Green on the page and I couldn’t resist. To look at her beautiful body I fully recovered from the pain in my stomach. However, I am praying to our Father Sky to help me a little with my social life. Hey, it sucks by the way. The same thing everyday… Maybe I should do something about it…

There’s a girl in my mind, she has this smile I can’t put out from my mind. Everyday seems longer when I’m thinking about her. Well, I’ll call her tonight.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Inevitable Blood

The world isn’t perfect for every one of us, we have our anger, lust, wrath, jealousy and Giltinė around us. We can not be perfect, that is not the way the world works. There has to be a balance, between man and all the living on Earth. One reasoning is that justice is served equally to all – whether they are alive or dead, based on their karma or fate.
I think I finally understand why I have this headache, hearing this high note all the time. The thing is, all I hear is an Angel, whispering to me something. My lungs are not feeling themselves, my hunger for something is growing and it is fierce. When I spin my head, my vision slows down and my hearing stops for awhile. I don’t have the desire to play my music anymore, my only hope in my life is drifting apart from me. My demon is taking everything from me…

Black River, I am gonna put my cares in you and take my duties from you. You should not take anything from me, I am not finished with them. If you don’t obey me, I’ll put Michael on you to show you justice. My blood is not for sale… Not yet.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Daimonos (Lesser God, Tutelary deity)

Do we feel lucky to be alive? Not everyone shares the same, especially when our souls are damned for good. We have this entity so called spirit inside us and someday we eventually become spiritual entity like others, and we never know how we will control ourselves. Our sanity can be lost and threatened by the evil spirit. I am not being religious here, the evil spirit can be someone recently died from a disappointing death and is really upset… You never know.

I am at ease in the arms of a woman, every breath I hear from a woman calms me. I know I haven’t been at home in a very long time, still I have this feeling that I will be ease from someones arm. Now, I spend most of my days alone but when tells me everything will be back to normal.

She is my demon, still I can’t see her around. Maybe someday she’ll come back home and take me away, to a place where I can rest on my own. I never stop believing that…

"The fact that demons are always regarded as the spirits of those who have died recently shows better than anything the influence of mourning on the origin of the belief in demons."

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Classical Shock

My day just turned great, I have been asked to be the brain of the class. If I should fail them, they’ll be disappointed at me. You know I would never do that. Sometimes I do feel left out, standing here in the middle of a circle. The only soul left for dust, banned and darkened for eternity. This is not a shock to me, in fact I already knew it since my sixteenth birthday. Back there I sit in my room playing on my guitar, trying so hard to make up songs that doesn’t exist. No song is made without lifetime experience. Every one knows that, I was stupid and careless about my life. School didn’t matter, it all was making up songs and nothing else. I have been wondering for long time how it would be if I live like a rock star jumping around in the scene and never worried about anything. That was the past.

The thing is… This is a dream that would never come true. It would be a shock if it turned out to be my faith, and I would cry. Now, this is not about this dream. This is another concern for you, my friend. It will be a classical shock before you can imagine it. I have never been so afraid about it too. I am feeling afraid of my life. Naah, I have made a song… Finally. All those years, now the song is about to finish. Maybe few more days, my brain needs to relax after all this math I have been doing for the last few days. The song isn’t as good as Amos Lee’s Give It Up song, it isn’t good either as Keb’ Mo’s I Am A Hero and it will never be as good as Paul Gilbert’s Eudaimonia Overture. Is it a classical shock to you my friend? No?

For me, my biggest shock would be meeting the beautiful Katie Melua. Especially when hearing her beautiful soft and powerful voice, so gentle and rough at the same time. I can’t imagine how it would be, I think I would panic and start saying all those greenlandic bullshit all over her face. It would be a classical shock if I am calm when talking to her. I endear her… Perfect!

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Ferrum Myrmidons

μῆνιν ἄειδε θεὰ Πηληϊάδεω Ἀχιλῆος
οὐλομένην, ἣ μυρί' Ἀχαιοῖς ἄλγε' ἔθηκεν,
“Sing, Goddess, of the rage, of Peleus' son Achilles the accursed rage, which brought pain to thousands of the Achaeans”

A man can lose his sanity because of Love, sometimes it can be dangerous. Even thought Gods don’t control us, they can play with us. Turning our souls into a damned soul, crip around it and darkness fiend. We are just their toys hanging around our Mother Gaia, a chess bricks in a duel between Heaven and Underworld. We can’t fight against their moves… Useless we are.

One of our brightest souls only their favourites, the rest is expendable. I sometimes consider myself as one of their favourites, ‘cause sometimes they grant me my wishes. I have been surviving their clash in this war. Maybe I have something they want. While Aphrodite gives me Lust, so she could remove me from someone. I’ve been wondering for sometimes why she does that, maybe she wants me for herself only. I know she is more beautiful than any other women in this Mother Earth. However, I can’t be a toy for them… No longer.

I am Ferrum Myrmidon, made with Iron with best skills of a fighter.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth