Shades

It’s been a decade since I last walked this road and it’s been a while since I saw fierce spirits along this road, now they own this place…

Last time I walked this place I wasn’t alone and my health was at its best. All this time I thought I was weak against all the dark ones. Of course I’ve been warned by my critical mistake, I’ve been asked not to follow the road I wanted because in the end, it all came to this day, this road just before me trying to take my soul. Well, I thought I was prepared to conquer all along that road and could kill every last evil monsters and entities but surely I couldn’t handle the pressure I was in. Now, I’m back…

I pray to you my goddess Aphrodite to help me guide my way back to my life of Lust! The life I cherished so much before seeing this Shade playing the beauty for me. All the ancient lore is written: “When the Shade open her eyes, all you see is beauty so fake you’ll fall in her spell and she shall reap your soul as if it was her own” and it did. I died for a while!
Fortunately all is not lost in this forest, they are Elves around here and somehow I am one of their favorite ones. For the last few hundred years I’ve helped them poor bastards out of their misery, however they also helped me few times as well. Let’s just say we’ve been working very well together. I’ve been resurrected, without a soul… I must find it.
My talent is now gone, buried somewhere with the Shade herself and this time I’ll kill her without mercy. Make her feel the pain I felt these last months in the afterlife.
I plug my veins to my TV, TV has sucked dry so here I am without my pills hardly innocent. On the end, here I fall. You saw your fear, to power up your feet, in the darkest of nights it taunt your dawn never to come. Tonight you’ll learn, you don’t need to feel your fear.
The last few days I’ve been training hard to accomplish my last mission, giving everything I’ve had just to see her fall. So I don’t need to feel the fear again. Help us God, we’re stuck in here and we’re scared to death.
Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Beauty in the Light

Once I was the happiest kid ever to walk the Earth, once I could smile in a dark alley in a blink of an eye and once I could feel the warmth of a true beauty I ever saw. All of that is now a history…

Truly , I am weakest when around a beautiful blond woman, my heart beats twice as fast it normally does and the words that comes out of my mouth are purely gipperish. Especially when that beauty smiles at you, the warmth, the heat of a heart beating fast and muscles of your body behaving anomaly is just one of those things you feel. You see, I felt that feeling not long ago, and I lost it.
This beauty I am about to tell isn’t just a beautiful blond woman. For me she is much more than just a beautiful blond woman. The smile is one of the best thing about her, I can’t even properly talk about it, how good it is to feel it.
It’s hard to feel the lost of the one of your strongest feelings without knowing why it is lost in the first place. Suddenly it’s gone and you feel weakened. You can’t even put a fake smile to your dearest friends anymore. All you do is drink and drink until you pass out. What a man to do?
I want to feel again

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

The Star Ahead

Ever since I finally understood the meaning of a star my life became much clearer and brighter. All my dreams were coming true, life ahead and a star coming through to the room. My very own star.

This is about a girl that always makes me laugh, about a girl whom I appreciate highly and about a girl I have come to love. You see, I can be easily caught by any girl where ever I am and sometimes it can be clearly annoying to others. However, this girl or preferably a woman is a hell of a woman. You need to be careful, her eyes are magical and her smile is wonderful. That makes you vulnerable, which is good for me ‘cause the way she moves is kind of my type. You see, every girl loves a little gift… even the little one, ‘cause a little gift shows how much you care for her and she understands how you feel about her. A tiny gift is better, that way you show her that you care to take your time to look for something for her. They appreciate you much better. If you don’t give her something… you dirty bastard!

Call it what you will, chances have been broken and you are now my enemy. All the things you’ve done to make me feel stupid are unforgettable and you will never be forgiven. All I ever done to make you feel better are now in the trash rotting away in the fires of hell. Now I have my very own star which is making me feel better about our conflict is now forgotten. You ARE forgotten.

The closes thing to craziness is that I can see you everyday of the week, every time you smile and every time I can’t seem to resist smiling are my endless fairytales. Three wises are coming true and seven mysteries are right ahead. What will happen to us in the near future when we truly know that we are attractive to each other. What is the only thing that always stopping us and how the hell am I gonna do when you travel. All the points are here to stay until solved. Who can help me.

“Look at her eyes staring,
knowing I’ll be soon smiling
Closeness soon to come
Lust be taken ‘till it’s done”

I know I am not so good at writing poetry and I try and try, ‘cause I’ve heard practice makes you better.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth 

Always has been and Always will be the Best

Alright my new friend, here’s some inside sights you’ll have to compete with me and my incredible writing style. Now, Annika, this is why Aarhus is better than Copenhagen.
Before I begin I like to tell you these facts: Aarhus – City of Smiles, Copenhagen – City of Crime. and that is all. Now, don’t you be offended by this fact and you know it’s true. Don’t you?
All along the Gods have been asked to discuss what is better, there has always been battles and arguments between certain Gods ‘cause everyone even the Gods can not agree with each other and all the roads leads to the same destination.
Everything is better here and not there, everything has meaning and not there. hehe sure I don’t know much about there ‘cause I’ve been experiencing a lot different lifestyle here and not there. Still I’ve got to say, it’s better living here. Please accept it.

All you need is love they say to all of us every day
The smile is the one that gives us all we need to feel the warmth
Feelings show all the same from a smile to us today
Sure laughter is one of joys that gives the heat from the breath
Consider this the known fact you’ve known all along

Ain’t it easy to see the happiness that walks the city
People greeting passing by is simply comforting feel for all of us
Pain isn’t the way to see the true sight along the entity
The cultural beauty just around the corner is not bad for all of us
Simply the miles count to the happy carelessness

And I know you’ve got a lot of pain that’s born inside you
But instead of growing stronger you let it divide you
All the stress is gone after a day in the city of smiles in you
Cannot deny how grateful you feel when feeling the warmth in you
All that comes from a city of smiles

Words have been spoken and no man can deny it as you lay beside yours truly
Don’t be so careless when believing there is such a place like this in this dark place
It’s better to see the light

hehe I don’t really know why I wrote this chapter. Maybe on sort of chasing the run that can not come to reality, some sort of paranoid man I am still I have a dream of mine that needs to be said to all of you. I’ve seen a beautiful woman the other day that can’t be mine to take. Such a pity soul I must feel…
Sincerely
Mario Lyberth   

Cozy Dine

It’s a rainy Monday night in a City of Aarhus, the wind gently pushes the rain into a tilted position. Everyone stays at their warm and relaxing homes while me and my sparkling stardust decided to go out and have a little dinner. Even though darkness is just around the corner we decided to risk the danger of getting cold the next day we head to the heart of Aarhus. A wish is so simple not to give up that easily when the love is just the other side of the road, it’s not that far away.
After long minutes of getting wet from the rain we finally arrived to a cozy little place Charlie’s, a little romantic place just for ourselves and the rest desperate romantics. Sometimes I think I could be more like Hank Moody when my heart always end up being torn apart from the angel I always tend to love too much. This time I also decided to give it a little try, maybe it’ll be not that bad and I know my beautiful Aphrodite will bless me heavily for my many trials. You see, this place has this thing going on… Irresistible to women, a magical place where Love is triumphs the evil. So I though I would maybe give it to my beautiful accompany, maybe the spark will be strong enough to light our love for each other.

The night has been wonderful, the candles really makes this place a hit with the women. Suddenly Zeus lifted my curse for the night to give my highly respectable love to one last woman I could love. Maybe I’ve got the power to give, to love and to be the fine man for the night and give this woman the hell she deserves. To be with the lust and sweat one last night before the curse is once again fired upon me. The harder it hit me the less I seem to prove.

Throughout the night we have fun, we even make this funny little sea creature we came up with through our food or leftovers. We talked and talked about life itself and our personal qualities with someone this past month. Still, there is this I am little annoyed by… I can’t seem to stop smiling when you’re around, and you know I’ve tried not to smile when you’re looking me with those beautiful eyes of yours. Maybe it’ll last three seconds before I am smiling again. Thank God for that.
There is this hope I have… Love, will it conquer the world of ours or not?
Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

All Lovin' Angel

There’s always someone special among us, every one of us has this unique person that makes us feel wonderful and forgiving. Giving us shining bright light all day long and the day becomes so much more. Every one knows this kind of person, sure maybe someone hasn’t met the right one but it’ll come to you throughout your life. I can assure you beautiful.

I know this beautiful angel, let me call her Armaita which means the spirit of goddess, truth and wisdom. I know you can’t see her smile in this picture but she has the most beautiful smile, really, which always makes me feel safe and calm. All lovin’ angel.

There are times my life goes totally south, sometimes it feels like I’m in hell feeling misery and pain. Being tortured by something evil, inside me burning and exploding. There are times I can’t even bear the pain I wish I am dead. When those times are near my angel takes my arm and helps me crawl this high mountain, one step closer to the top. Every step healing my scars, every step with a smile in front of me and every step with this beautiful woman standing beside me. You’re the unique individual I always have been looking for all my life, ever since my feelings for girls appeared you’re the one I have been looking for. The smile of yours is heart warming, that is what’s important to me.

I am the luckiest guy in the world

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Lost

Everything is now lost. I have never in my life lose someone that important so fast, so quickly and painfully fast. It is like someone is stabbing me hard behind my back. One wrong move and all is lost.

I feel all in my life is lost, I ask myself what trickery is this and why does it hurt too much? All these years we’ve talked and talked about our relationship cannot be broken, suddenly in one night I manage to destroy it in ten minutes. I speak of love but I ain’t no lover, there isn’t anything about me that is any romantic at all these days. There is something about this southern girl that makes me feel right, every time it feels comforting and easy. There you go, you’re gone for good.

I keep thinking about how you use to smile when every time I come up with a joke, even when it is really bad you still smile and call me an idiot or something. Your soft hands I’ve been missing every time I go to bed, how you touch my face and how you hold me at night. I know we have been having hard time trying to sleep still it was a nice feelin’. As long as we’re having good time it’ll be alright and that is what I thought. However, it is just a lie all of it. We have never felt the love you and I, that makes me feel used. Now you take my heart and turn it into something else. Maybe it is best not to feel this so-called love, ‘cause it is too hard to get over it. And please don’t you dare call me a weak man.

I learn something…

Sincerely 
Mario Lyberth

Moderate blues

My days, as usual, has been enough cheerful. I know you guys miss me and I admit I miss you too. However I have duties to complete this weekend, so I won't be around as much. Maybe little less, or maybe whole weekend where I am gone... I hope you won't miss me.

My duties, how so ever, are tough. And it is my responsibility to finish all of them before the turning point. If I don't, I am so fucked even my mother won't forgive me at all. It'll be like sailing in a storm, knowing everything can go wrong and you can die freezing...

I know you are afraid, you're getting the blues all right. You don't have to cry, still you are... I know the spirits are darker than they look, they are scary too. Especially when it's dark outside, they have more power. Cheer yourself up, so I can defend you from getting snapped. I need you...

Why not the light shine upon you? You are so beautiuful when the sun it's facing towards you. Your face has never been so beautiful, makes your eyes sparkle. Be happy. I know I am.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

The Un-explain Territory

Everything is going to be alright, we move along the time. When to explain the unforgivalbe there is always one issue, you drain all the blood and give the kids a quite a show. You all know the pain we go through when feeling lost without our beautiful dear, knowing it'll last longer than we want it to be. The pain is inevitable...
The day goes as usual without closeness I'be been missing since the last time we spend the night together. Even though the lovely pain in my back is sometimes hurting me I still miss the intimacy. The smile I've been longing for is now far away, the dream is far away and the fear of losing you is pretty much near. What is it that makes me doubtful ? I've been experiencing the thought of never coming back, which is scaring me. My soul is hurting... What's next ?

My life today seems perfectly fine, still I am fighting for the freedom I've been longing for. The woman I like is now acting weird around me, maybe it is me that causes these kind of women to run away from me. Maybe I am the one who is frighten them, and it wouldn't be surprising at all if it did. Please try and explain it to me, try and make me happier than I am today. I haven't felt the love in many years now. I might go crazy if I never see this side of love, knowing it is always the hardest when knowing the woman is never taking me seriously. What is my move when I want to get closer ? Can anyone explain it to me ?
I have been better at this game, actually I was the perfect weapon. Now, after a four year relationship my tacticts are ineffective and my confidence is now fading away. The fire is too high to jump across. My feet hurts...

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

The lust

Libra (23 Sep - 22 Oct)
You may feel as if time has run out, now that it's the last day of the Sun in your sign. Your relationships are about to grow more intense, and you'll also feel more alive as your passions awaken. Make up your mind to undertake some type of service, for it's your extra effort and generosity of spirit that will make you feel better about yourself these days.

Amazingly surprising how good-looking girls can be, I want to feel the lust among them. I want to taste the sweat, I want them to feel me:

"The Body I'm looking at is amazing
I am terrified just watching it closely
It is time to take the risk by Chosing
I fear the path is dangerous and risky"

Now let me take you to my reality, my true power and strength you haven't seen before. I can be very irritating, don't think about it. It is you we want, it is you we desire... You have the body!
I have never in my entire life feel this anger, the feeling that can destroy my entire life and turn me into this maniac and freak. I am now addicted to you, I can't really stop touching you... Please make me stop! Make me forget you, make me desire for more than you. Make me realise that this is really have to stop, you can't handle me now let me go! I can't let you go by myself, however by your help we can handle the situation.

Give me more! Give me a young girl! Give me a woman! Give me a body! Give away my desires!

Sincerely

Mario Lyberth

The Truth about Athena

It’s been too long since I remembered your face, through nightmares I’ve been trying to seek forgiveness. I have never known the truth before realizing the true happiness of my past and long gone life. All of it reminds me of Athena, the true goddess I’ve been trying to hold on to all those years. Yet, I’ve lost…

Finally I can breathe air, knowing the end is near. Caution is now my best friend and love runs away. All those months past and far away you are to me. Now illness takes over, it’s getting harder to breathe and I can’t really sleep at night. The sweat makes my whole body uncomfortable and weird. My eyes are tired all the time and I am freezing all over my body. I now realize that I am cursed…

You know Athena, you’ve never once tried to forgive me. After all the things I’ve done for you, many times I’ve forgiven you before and you have been the one in my heart. Still you give me nothing, you stabbed me in my back hundred times. Still my heart lies with you.

Am I bad?

Sincerely 
Mario Lyberth 

Ghost Town

Trouble comes again, I’ve accepted my life style. Now it’s quit like a ghost town, really, no one is outside at night. It creeps me out so much I get goose bums. Goddammit!

I hear silent songs about the dead, whispering through the fogs. No one is around but me and my girl Rheia, she’s bit scared about the church, bells toll silent by the wind. Rheia tells me to watch her back to insure things will go nuts. Even though she sees everything, she is still insecure about the creatures passing around us. creatures of the dark watching closely, if we even let our guards down they’ll kill us. I’m worried.

The witch crafts are all over the place, ghost appear out of no where. They seek destruction and want heavens to burn. We don’t have a chance. Searching for Ferrum so we’ll have our place in the battle, salt shakes creek for turn. The wall is thick, impossible to break through, impossible to escape from town. Soon I’ll be able to break out, so I can see my beautiful girl Nivi. Just wishing she’ll be there when I escape, so I can see her. It’ll be wonderful…

The hard rain has passed, no reapers to take my soul and no ghouls to attack me and no soulless creatures to feed off my body. I wish I knew the ancients scripts, old Egyptian scrolls to read so I can sent the ghouls back to the underworld. Cerberus would be worried about those creatures passing through without the cold coin. My dark heart strikes again, giving the blood of Cain, the desire to be the best of all and the anger uncontrollable. My poor heart…

Sincerely 
Mario Lyberth

My Truth Serum

This is all about you, you and your ways of living my beautiful dearest one. You numb me every time I see your smile or hear you laugh. I have no secrets for you, I tell you everything and you know I’ll tell you the truth. You will always be my angel, min skat.

Today’s the sixth day of the week, it might as will be the seventh day, ‘cause it is late at night. God is now with us, today he watches us, keeping us safe from darkness. Since I first laid eyes on you, I saw the beauty and my heart melted at that moment…

Now I’m all alone in this forsaken town, no one to say and tell “My god, you really are beautiful” and no one to hold at night when the nightmares come. Every day doing nothing except playing on my guitar, everything is now boring without you. My life is now empty.

“Look at the stars a million miles away. 
Do you ever wonder how far they reach? 
Look at the moon a thousand miles away. 
Do you ever wonder if we can live up there? 
Look at these mountains a hundred miles away. 
Do you ever wonder why we can’t see ourselves? 
Look at these women a few miles away. 
Do you ever wonder why I’m not over there? 
That’s because you are my wonder woman.”

All this time I followed you everywhere, all this time I keep seeing your smiling face and all this time I have been telling how beautiful you are. Now, you had me fooled…

Sincerely 
Mario Lyberth

Minor Sanity

When I imagine how my life would be without you, it’s only crazy disasters. You give me hope and meaning for my life. You daunt my crazyness everytime, giving me the smile of joy to you. The love lingers towards the happiness above the skies. Let our animal instincts lead us the way to the sanity.

Burn my eyes, burry my body.
Lust be fault and everybody.
Daunting prospect my ass, woman,
only you know how you work.
The Demon Story.
You want,
to burn.
Let your eyes glow for awhile,
see the stars while you alive.
The gate will open soon my darling,
You better off leaving this endearing,
Of your demon.
Your love,
now;
This is my insanity inside.

The true beauty isn’t waht’s inside the person, all you guys have been wrong all this time. It doesn’t mean if a woman has this unbelieveable body, she turn out to be a mean snob. She’s a person just like all of us and she is the true beauty. Hey come on, most people can be hard on your ass. You don’t have to wear jackboots to see them at all. It’s a jab of pain guys, and you don’t have to be a hippy to see those kaleidoscopic changes around those snobs, their demeanor is horror. However, no matter how we react on others and no matter how bad our actions are, we are all going to Heaven. “God is all forgiving.” it is written. This line represents the forgiveness, we have to remember it. Hell doesn’t exist, it is just our imagination in our imagination that creates an entire illusion of Hell. The hate confuses us so we creates an entire world of pain in afterlife. Don’t be confused, love one another and charish the beauty of our nature. We are all going to “Heaven”.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Sacret Kiss

For months I’ve been trying this new little game of mine, kind of a psychological one and it’s seems to be working fine today. Maybe in a few days or so, I’ll be able to work it all the way to the finishing line. To do more kissing and touching the body, being able to hold her at night, sweat and cold clashing into something better that leads to the perfect comfort and warmth.

The days go quickly and surprisingly fast. It seems the time flies like a bird, going illigally and dangerous to everyone. Yesterday it was june, now it’s January suddenly and it kind of sucks, because everybody is leaving town so I’ll be left alone. Think I leave it too. I think it’s because of this game time runs away from me. At least I get a Sacred Kiss from her…

I really, really hate myself sometimes. I can be a goo and a scumbag. Many say there’s only one love and there’s nothing we can do about it. I say this to everyone around: They’re wrong!!! If it’s true, I’ll never be able to find my true love again. Because I have lost mine not long ago and it really kicks me bad, my emotions are numb and my behaviour is never the same. From the moment I kissed her neck ‘till the day we split apart was an adventure ride. Life goes on I’ll say and we all will find love once again, soon and I can promise that to you!

This girl I can’t have is really something something. The way she is to me, counting on me whenever she needs me and I really hate not seeing her. Maybe someday I get to see her again, counting on her to feel me once again. For now, they are many fishes in sea and one of them will show up. Maybe she already shown herself to me, I just couldn’t see her… Damn!

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

The Road to Darkness

It happens whenever you walk into a room where I am, and it happens so quick I feel sick everytime. I lost myself inside and my control over my body. I shake and shake, it is like I have had enough of coffee. I lost the game and you win the prize.

I distance myself from any good things, still there’s something wrong. The Flashbacks keeps coming and I hate that. Life is hard and I know it, the question is: Do I deserve it? I keep asking it over and over. Where are the good things I need and where’s the point of all of this misery? The path I use to control I have lost, ain’t no perfect anymore. The turnings and backwards no options, the only end I see is Darkness. The sins and pins are returning, the meaning of this I don’t see. I surrender…

I know I’ve hurt your feelings and you’ve hurt mine. That doesn’t mean you have to keep on, you know I’ve stopped it long time ago. Why do you still fight me? I always try to lie to you, but the truth is I love you more than anything. It’s a shame.

The Road to Darkness is going to be long and hard, the future is not bright and wonderful. The Gods have cursed me, never to find happiness again, never to see the heart of this soul and my veins darkened. The minute seems a long time passed, every second feels eternity. I don’t think I can’t hold on anymore.

“Death, Pain
Veins, Dark
Cross burning
Hold on tight

Soul reaping
No light can defeat
I wish I never here
Always alone

Heart broken, Pieces
No secret life
Lust gone for good
Still I’m sad”

The tears are mine to cry, never meant to be yours to dry.
Don’t you damn and damn try, just let me burn and burn.
I here by let me bleed, cursed I meant to keep.
Blood is the only one I need, just don’t be too mean.
I have nothing to gain, never meant to darken my vein.
Nothing I do removes the stain, black river and Elune help me.

And I’m sure, we both still love her.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

0 o’clock

What will 0 o’clock mean to you? Midnight or Noon? How would our time plan look like? I don’t really know…

The numbers we see everyday are sometimes difficult to understand, because I ask often myself why theese specific numbers? Will there ever be different numbers in the future? So many questions still unanswered, walking around my consciousness and bothering me everytime. If one day becomes 23 hours, it wouldn’t even matter, ‘cause that is our real natural day and we wouldn’t have headaches for once. So it would be 6 o’clock the sun rises from the East not 5 o’clock and that is wrong according to my calculations. We see six as a positive number without thinking it through, and five, well, it’s different and negative. However, we have managed to form it into something better, for example, the fives, Jackson Five, Five boys meaning boybands and 5 as my lucky number. Maybe it is because the sun creates shining memories that specific time, which should be 6 according to my timeplan and shine a ligh on us…

I have enough of this! You’ll never see me again, so disgusting you are. No more entering my room and no more talking from me. I belong in another world, world of lust, where I am once this powerful man. You have to know that you have never satisfy me, I’ve tried…

For me it’s 0 o’clock when I say Pandora for the first time. The time stops and I see your smile so beautiful I slipped into the alternate reality. Now I am all depressed, I think of something brilliant. If I become president, I’ll declare a war with you!!! You turn me into a monster…

Teles and Aglaope, Lust and Pure.
Aglaophonos and Mors Mortis, Light and Darkness.
I’ve seen you around my beautiful Euryale.
You’ve always known my mortality and endureness.
Let the light show us the path to intimacy,
so we lest forget the past and the future.
Set the burning flame into dust and dure.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Cold Eyes

The world isn’t perfet, life is hard and yes, it is frustrating. Well, if the world was perfect, we would life our lives awfully and yes, we wouldn’t find happiness in that perfect little world ‘cause we wouldn’t know about it.

The wind blows my mind and my words are getting shorter. Cold air I feel. Someone close by me disturbing me. My room is dark and it’s hard to notice that someone is near by. My room is cold because I have forgotten to turn up the radiator. Suddenly behind my curtains I see those eyes, displeased and full of pain, staring at me, I freeze…

“Give us back Stalin and Hitler, give us back Caesar and Xerxes, so we can make this world a better place. Kaassassuk and Anngannguujunnguaq will not be mentioned, so disappointing. Ajorsaqaat!”

Too much coffee gives me dizzyness and my opinions flip around, which makes me see the other side of the world. I smile when I’m angry, I laugh when I’m cynical and I lie when I’m truthfull. A ghost is you, hard to find and hard to see. You are my unique heart, never to disappear inside. Ring the bells with your naked hands, forget your perfect offering. Release the contract, set your eyes on fire and burn my body. Forget democrazy, forget the freedom and hail to slavery. It’s not illegal when you’re the president, even if it is murder. Be the bloodlust, you’ll survive. Just life Darwin said…

My cold eyes makes me happier.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Stain

Every man has a flaw which makes him unique from the rest. There’s a maze inside the soul which sometimes makes him do the dirty stupid little things which incedently drives the woman mad. There’s no surprises at all.

Being addicted to coffee and cigarette makes me little different, however many are. Me being different than the rest is, I am psychologically different, my emotions are critical to others.Especially when I am arused by alcohol.. Which make me special. There’s a collision between me and women, sometimes it can be dangerous to me. You know women and their male friends, especially when those males are in fact in love with the woman. The funny part is, the woman doesn’t know that. They often don’t. This man is like a hound or Cerberus guarding her and protecting her reputation. It’s too risky.

Whoever I am or whoever I will become doesn’t really matter. Because it is our positive or negative behaviours that creates this illusional life, which means we have the control. Many of us haven’t figure it out, yet. This is the stain I can’t remove, just like a dark colour in my clothes. I’ve tried so many times to simply remove it, still I can’t figure out my way to the door. The dust blinds my eyes so I can’t see. SOmetimes I am being stopped by this wall so high, I can’t even climb it. I hear Pandoras laugther in this small room, it scares me. I need your help, Selene, show me the way and light my path.

Greed is good.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

First of Everything

Rounding up, collecting information from the brain. Wondering how the things have gone if I knew what will happen. I know you probably thinking the same thing, you would have done the right thing…

I was not quite old when I first saw you. We were just little kids, going to the same school. Following the road to our friendship, never thinking about the closeness we had for eachother… Then came the Turn.

You see, I was this teenager who loves to play with whatever videogames my parents gave me and especially with my dearest and loving guitar. For Aphrodites eyes, I was nobody. That nobody who don’t know anything about lust. The world I was in has never seen closeness and never felt intimacy of a woman. My desires were different before you touched me. How could I be so careless?

For me, you are more than a woman. You introduce me to this world of greed, anger, lust, love, jealousy and difficulties. This life I love. Deep down my heart, I’ll love you and will often think about you. You let me see how beautiful Aphrodite really is, and her love for me. Lust is all I need.

This is the first of Everything and I love it. Never has been too great for me, even though my fourth love was amazing your love for me isn’t the same. Watching this movie together, closing in on the night, old stars watching us and smile upon us made the glory disappear and letting us do the things I didn’t even knew. Slowly closing, lips dry, later touched and the intimacy coming. The southern girls don’t even come to my mind.

This memory is never to be deleted.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth