The Road to Darkness

It happens whenever you walk into a room where I am, and it happens so quick I feel sick everytime. I lost myself inside and my control over my body. I shake and shake, it is like I have had enough of coffee. I lost the game and you win the prize.

I distance myself from any good things, still there’s something wrong. The Flashbacks keeps coming and I hate that. Life is hard and I know it, the question is: Do I deserve it? I keep asking it over and over. Where are the good things I need and where’s the point of all of this misery? The path I use to control I have lost, ain’t no perfect anymore. The turnings and backwards no options, the only end I see is Darkness. The sins and pins are returning, the meaning of this I don’t see. I surrender…

I know I’ve hurt your feelings and you’ve hurt mine. That doesn’t mean you have to keep on, you know I’ve stopped it long time ago. Why do you still fight me? I always try to lie to you, but the truth is I love you more than anything. It’s a shame.

The Road to Darkness is going to be long and hard, the future is not bright and wonderful. The Gods have cursed me, never to find happiness again, never to see the heart of this soul and my veins darkened. The minute seems a long time passed, every second feels eternity. I don’t think I can’t hold on anymore.

“Death, Pain
Veins, Dark
Cross burning
Hold on tight

Soul reaping
No light can defeat
I wish I never here
Always alone

Heart broken, Pieces
No secret life
Lust gone for good
Still I’m sad”

The tears are mine to cry, never meant to be yours to dry.
Don’t you damn and damn try, just let me burn and burn.
I here by let me bleed, cursed I meant to keep.
Blood is the only one I need, just don’t be too mean.
I have nothing to gain, never meant to darken my vein.
Nothing I do removes the stain, black river and Elune help me.

And I’m sure, we both still love her.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

0 o’clock

What will 0 o’clock mean to you? Midnight or Noon? How would our time plan look like? I don’t really know…

The numbers we see everyday are sometimes difficult to understand, because I ask often myself why theese specific numbers? Will there ever be different numbers in the future? So many questions still unanswered, walking around my consciousness and bothering me everytime. If one day becomes 23 hours, it wouldn’t even matter, ‘cause that is our real natural day and we wouldn’t have headaches for once. So it would be 6 o’clock the sun rises from the East not 5 o’clock and that is wrong according to my calculations. We see six as a positive number without thinking it through, and five, well, it’s different and negative. However, we have managed to form it into something better, for example, the fives, Jackson Five, Five boys meaning boybands and 5 as my lucky number. Maybe it is because the sun creates shining memories that specific time, which should be 6 according to my timeplan and shine a ligh on us…

I have enough of this! You’ll never see me again, so disgusting you are. No more entering my room and no more talking from me. I belong in another world, world of lust, where I am once this powerful man. You have to know that you have never satisfy me, I’ve tried…

For me it’s 0 o’clock when I say Pandora for the first time. The time stops and I see your smile so beautiful I slipped into the alternate reality. Now I am all depressed, I think of something brilliant. If I become president, I’ll declare a war with you!!! You turn me into a monster…

Teles and Aglaope, Lust and Pure.
Aglaophonos and Mors Mortis, Light and Darkness.
I’ve seen you around my beautiful Euryale.
You’ve always known my mortality and endureness.
Let the light show us the path to intimacy,
so we lest forget the past and the future.
Set the burning flame into dust and dure.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Cold Eyes

The world isn’t perfet, life is hard and yes, it is frustrating. Well, if the world was perfect, we would life our lives awfully and yes, we wouldn’t find happiness in that perfect little world ‘cause we wouldn’t know about it.

The wind blows my mind and my words are getting shorter. Cold air I feel. Someone close by me disturbing me. My room is dark and it’s hard to notice that someone is near by. My room is cold because I have forgotten to turn up the radiator. Suddenly behind my curtains I see those eyes, displeased and full of pain, staring at me, I freeze…

“Give us back Stalin and Hitler, give us back Caesar and Xerxes, so we can make this world a better place. Kaassassuk and Anngannguujunnguaq will not be mentioned, so disappointing. Ajorsaqaat!”

Too much coffee gives me dizzyness and my opinions flip around, which makes me see the other side of the world. I smile when I’m angry, I laugh when I’m cynical and I lie when I’m truthfull. A ghost is you, hard to find and hard to see. You are my unique heart, never to disappear inside. Ring the bells with your naked hands, forget your perfect offering. Release the contract, set your eyes on fire and burn my body. Forget democrazy, forget the freedom and hail to slavery. It’s not illegal when you’re the president, even if it is murder. Be the bloodlust, you’ll survive. Just life Darwin said…

My cold eyes makes me happier.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Stain

Every man has a flaw which makes him unique from the rest. There’s a maze inside the soul which sometimes makes him do the dirty stupid little things which incedently drives the woman mad. There’s no surprises at all.

Being addicted to coffee and cigarette makes me little different, however many are. Me being different than the rest is, I am psychologically different, my emotions are critical to others.Especially when I am arused by alcohol.. Which make me special. There’s a collision between me and women, sometimes it can be dangerous to me. You know women and their male friends, especially when those males are in fact in love with the woman. The funny part is, the woman doesn’t know that. They often don’t. This man is like a hound or Cerberus guarding her and protecting her reputation. It’s too risky.

Whoever I am or whoever I will become doesn’t really matter. Because it is our positive or negative behaviours that creates this illusional life, which means we have the control. Many of us haven’t figure it out, yet. This is the stain I can’t remove, just like a dark colour in my clothes. I’ve tried so many times to simply remove it, still I can’t figure out my way to the door. The dust blinds my eyes so I can’t see. SOmetimes I am being stopped by this wall so high, I can’t even climb it. I hear Pandoras laugther in this small room, it scares me. I need your help, Selene, show me the way and light my path.

Greed is good.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

First of Everything

Rounding up, collecting information from the brain. Wondering how the things have gone if I knew what will happen. I know you probably thinking the same thing, you would have done the right thing…

I was not quite old when I first saw you. We were just little kids, going to the same school. Following the road to our friendship, never thinking about the closeness we had for eachother… Then came the Turn.

You see, I was this teenager who loves to play with whatever videogames my parents gave me and especially with my dearest and loving guitar. For Aphrodites eyes, I was nobody. That nobody who don’t know anything about lust. The world I was in has never seen closeness and never felt intimacy of a woman. My desires were different before you touched me. How could I be so careless?

For me, you are more than a woman. You introduce me to this world of greed, anger, lust, love, jealousy and difficulties. This life I love. Deep down my heart, I’ll love you and will often think about you. You let me see how beautiful Aphrodite really is, and her love for me. Lust is all I need.

This is the first of Everything and I love it. Never has been too great for me, even though my fourth love was amazing your love for me isn’t the same. Watching this movie together, closing in on the night, old stars watching us and smile upon us made the glory disappear and letting us do the things I didn’t even knew. Slowly closing, lips dry, later touched and the intimacy coming. The southern girls don’t even come to my mind.

This memory is never to be deleted.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth 

Life Circle and Devour

When we settle our camp, we can build anything that comes to our minds. Build an army and expand your land, so you can build an empire of nations. Kill anyone who do not obey and follow you, and find someone you fully trust as your side partner. Maybe you’ll promote him to your general. In able to build up, you’ll need security and stragety. Just like Great Wars, Kings’ Battle of Nations, Heroes against Heroes and soldiers against soldiers. Life’s unfair…

Fan of knives, flying in a circle and waves, killing all in their way. With a blink of an eye, a Warden disappears again after killing many of my comrades. Marith Ledema, our magician, creates an icy rain. Sharp as knives killing my enemies like rats, no second thoughts. The archers are fierce, making us stronger once again. The siege is won, after loosing too many of my comrades we let them suffer.

The dead rises, skeletons searching vengeance of the living. The demon gates open, sending a vast army of the dead. No mere human can destroy. Retreat is our only option.

When someone dies, a child is born again through someone else. That usually how life works, a soul is never to see Heaven ‘cause it’s forbidden. Heaven is falling, new world is coming to us. Earth will fall someday and the signs are already beginning to show. Heat go and come, surprisingly developing fast. One day all will mealt away, giving our planet Eden. Rest is not necessary, sea will cover the rest, giving us our own one nation, one race and one country. Paradise on Earth, where everyone rest easy and no soul is hurting, no hunger and no armageddon.

When the polar ice is no longer, the high lands will control the rest. The white part gone green is considered chaos on Earth, many will die while the smart ones survived. Evolution will begin, developing us into super humans with great abilities, some powerful, some weak. The greater ones will begin to force other and war begins. Everything starts from the beginning, The Hunt…

Life Circle and Devour…

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Careless Creature

Firm, so firm your body is. Damn, I’ve made a mistake. You know, Aphrodite, you have promised me one thing. Never to let yourself be vulneralbe to your ex-girlfriend. The lust was amazing, still I needed to do it on other girls. I’ve prayed to you many times, why still punish me with this?

In different days I spend daydreaming about the ideal world. Where the myths are true, and where men are the careless creatures. Like myself, I am the unforgivalbe. Destroyed my humanity within, seeing my chimera infront. The nemean lion behind me with it’s powerful roar destroying my senses. Never to rest at night again, never to shine upon you. I hunt at night to please you Aphrodite, to seduce you Medusa. And you all-seeing God, Zeus, I wanted your love for me. To grant me and hear my plea. But you are not listening…

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

The Touch of an Angel

Now that find myself buried beneath the guilt, I often ask myself this. Where my daydreams become nightdreams and my selfesteem is finally growing inside, showing a great potential so I can dig my way up to the shore. Do I deserve your touch?

Sometimes we forget who we are and who we are not. It is better to let the little things go when it happens. People do incredibly stupid things when worried and make an perfect ass of themselves. Especially when you do what they tell you to, like you’re their little puppet.

As the days go by, I am kind of forgetting your smell. My pillow I’ve washed too early, so is your smell. Any kiss I’ve sensed coming back to me, feeling anyone would mind about me. Listening to the lust inside my dreams and daydreaming about your satisfying sound, like a melody in me.

I know there ain’t nothing out there beyond the horizon, who’ll surely make me happier than you my Angel. And you know you’ll always be my Angel.

It’s easier to shut your eyes, gently wash your face and you feel now you’re the most beautiful woman on Earth.
There you go, you still manage to get off me and letting me suffer. You’re my everything… You’re gone for good.

Here I am standing in front of my dormitory door thinking, inhale deep with my cigarette and letting it burn me inside. How badly I’ve messed up your feelings trying to seduce myself from Pandora, Hemera, you are the light of my day and happiness of my sad little life. You’re my Angel.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Sparkle and complex night

Ever since Easter I’ve been more happy than usual. Maybe it is because I haven’t slept at all and all the caffeine I’ve spilt all over my body. Maybe it is because I love this sunny day and all the energy just comes uninvited. Or maybe it is because of this woman I’ve been thinking about since Friday night, how lovely she was wednesday night. Who knows… This is our first day of school since the Easter holiday and I’ve been trying to adjust my time the other way around, you know I’m a night owl. It has been very difficult for me to change it back. It should go back to normal anytime now.

I can’t seems to forget this night where we start having party, so later we finally managed to show how we really feel about eachother. The intimacy, lust and the amout of alcohol dipping throughout our vains, we’ll go to the spakle and complex night. Let the darkness sorround you, and the dreams go begin.

“Unmistaken child don’t rush yourself
Let your fantasies be unleashed
The night will handle by itself
while we feel the long gone lust”

The night is still complex, the situation is hard to believe. Yet, we touched and kissed. A guy like me, cursed, is not understandable while having you tonight. Everybody is having a hard time believing, we had that night. I am always lucky around women. I always seem to take the most beautiful and the strongest ones like you. We’ll sing the songs to the moon, trying to make you proud as possible. The sun is not the only one who’s proud. You own the Night dear Selene. You create the most beautiful stars and the northern lights. That is not the Sun… Give! They sparkle and make the night comples and mysterious.

“Art and Love, streams of myterous ones.
Part with you, Pains of lost souls bites.
Touch my skin, let the show begin.
Warm within, you make me sin,
for the heartless ones.”

The scientists say, that the man’s beard grow faster when the man thinks about sex. They prove their point… Your body I can’t forget. I’ve never actually believed in myself with such women as you. My Medusa touched my soul and take me to the underworld. My looks aren’t exactly perfect and I am no flawless man. Since I was eighteen my God cursed me for being unfaithful, making me greed for pain and drained my ego ever since. You probably see why my selfesteem is highly low and my pride doesn’t really matter. You make me believe in myself again dear Selene.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Moonshine Selene Beautiful

When the moon is high above Earth and shining it’s beautiful light to Earth, the love is in the air. For the last couple of days I’ve been realizing the real beauty of this Goddess. Her eyes sparkle and magical, they only touch my heart and smile. The most important about her, is her smile, the smile I can’t forget. So beautiful and magnifique. I’ll follow you everywhere Selene, even if it isn’t tomorrow I’ll see you again.

“The Moonshine tonight glow,
Goddess Selene to make me flow.
The Night is your own,
to remeber how proud you are.”

You are the proud far-winged woman, your selas so beautiful you make me Tender. Every night and then, I saw your Boreion Selas below the stars shining. Everybody knows how wonderful and mysterious those things are. I am your mortal, now I can not die while you’re around.

I’ll remember our night together.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Sweet Kiss Above and Lust inside

Sometimes it is best to let the things go by themselves for awhile, like they say: “In time the wound heals by it self”. It did.

Elune bless me with your dearing heart, and grant me pleasure of a woman. Last couple of days, I’ve been thinking about your beautiful body and your sweet kiss. The last one was incredible, your sweet body touching my humble figure and your lips kissing me are amazing. I miss it very much dear sweet girl. I would like to feel you once again, to hear you enjoy it like last time.
High Elune hear my plea… Grant me my wish one more time, I still need to relax more. If you give me this one, I promise you this. I’ll pray to you every friday afternoon where the sun is highest, and the moon is east pointing at my home. I need to feed my lust!

Sweet sparkling stardust, sweet queen Victoria, sweet Monique and sweet Louise you are. Everything you do is endearing and pretty.

Please I’m begging you.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Cursed

Sometimes I wonder if I changed so much, my parents don’t even recognice me anymore. When the sun is rising up in the horizon, and the cold air is still at its best I take a walk amongs the dead. The great Saint is above me watching me carefully, trying to find my weakness. Three powerful women I come to think about while walking, their bodies are pure and beautiful. Their eyes sparkling and the beauty they possess is their weapon. I don’t know which one is my guardian. Without women we, men, cannot live a happy life.

What do you do when you’re in a difficult position, where your social life is in danger ?

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Night Drive

It’s like everything else, you turn out to be a wild card living amongs everyone. You live on your own and every night is a struggle to survive. I wonder too much about my life and I found it very hard to see that this all makes sense. You try to tell everyone you are around and everytime, there are no responses. When the sky darkens and the lights seems to be the only living creatures on planet Earth, you walk amongs the spirits like you are a ghost. The song you hear is the same every night, quite and smooth notes wondering the circle. It makes you think and question about your pathetic little life: How do I suppose find the inner light of all this life circle? The center is the key to find salvation… Still, you are standing on the egde looking for path. How can I see through this fog? It’s like no one knew you were exist.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

The Superior Collector

Someone once told me about this theory; among critics and superior leasers; life is meant to be going forward through leadership. That the religion is the most important fact to us to learn. No love to control the society, no faith between human beings and Gods will help us through the bible, which by the way is men not God who wrote the bible. You might say, they are the wise ones and intellegent ones. See, I’m not a religious kind of guy, who followed anything the bible says. And I am not a leader of men, commander of love nor captain of hate. However I have some opinion that may be frustrating enough to make you wonder; is love enough to conquer the world?
We are all people with fake smiles, we are buried and blinded by love and we know that it’s true. Our souls have certain flaws, thre’s a way that can’t change a soul. However it can change our love into hate.

Feels like long time, suddenly appearing again this ghostly figure. I can’t see who she is, but the eyes are blue even though it is dark. Stare all it is she does, scary but beautiful like an angel. That’s how she arrives. Suddenly appearing from owhere, while I drink my coffee. Maybe it has something to do with the coffee, everytime I drink one of those, she comes to my dreams. Or the cigarette I smoke everyday gives the bad nerves attack me. I’m no psychic nor I can’t see the future but I am sure she is not a ghost. She was more that this. My other coscience tells me she’s an angel, however the other one warns me to be careful. “Ash fellanow” she whispers, I don’t even know how it means. And I know my languade is one of the most difficul languages on earth, still I am surprised by her language. So different I feel my back hairs rise, surprised by the magic voice. I feel my soul has been lifted by light. She told me it is called “Tranquilled”, it helps the wounds of a soul to recover faster.

The gate in front of me won’t open for me, that means I haven’t furfilled my destiny. Life is still ahead of me. So here I go again.
The dream I had was awful, however it was only a nightmare… I think. Someone once told me life is just an illusion and that’s when it hit me. Is my dream real? Or when I woke up the world I see? We humans have many questions still unanswered, it is never easy to be realistisk once in awhile. Through my battles between light and darkness, I’ve seen things still questionalbe, women so beautiful I wanted to follow them. They whisper into my ears, I darken a little. A bottle stands on the table, fine water inside waiting to be opened. The song in my head is pitiful, because I can’t learn it right away. The girl in my dreams won’t come back, what a waste. Life is simply easier when I had a good night sleep. She collects me in my dreams, I like that.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Lonely in the Woods

Have you ever wondered about love, how it affects you in every way and how it changes you into a different person?…
This whole day, I tire and becoming more and more lonely. It is not because I want to be left out from everybody else, and not because I like it that way. Someone pushed the button and closed every section around me so I couldn’t go out to the public and reveal myself. I totally am fucked up.

Never mind if the forrest is dark and never mind if the forrest has the sun all over the place, you’ll still be alone. Especially in the winter, the forrest has no feelings for you. You can not live here on your own. 

For now I live in the forrest all by myself, and no one is here to protect me. I think I can hold on few days before I lost my mind. What is a man have to do if he wants salvation? No promise was made to Hades this month, why still he punished me for it. Zeus hear my plea!

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Falling down

The chance of me to get through this day is minimal. I have been feeling like I am drowning, my selfisteem is critical. Finally you have managed to make me fall, after a thousand messages of threads about my ego you push me from a cliff. My feeling dropped to zero, again and again, and everytime I try to save myself from that fall… I fail. I’ve seen it before in my dreams, the nightmare is finally coming. My punishment for the crime.

“Spending all the energy to keep me down,
is finally coming to an end.
Thousand Threads, disappointing stains are critical,
I am finally falling from a cliff.

Your desire to hurt me from my soul is my own,
like my ego is soul would bend.
The nightmare, The punishment is not minimal,
My body burns.”

The fall is still long.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Ouranos (Father Sky)

Come to think about the starry night outside my room, I see Lunar deity, Selene. There, glowing with bright light across the universe while our Father Sky is around. We never did respect our nature, all we think about is our evolution. Sometimes our Father punishes us with storm and blizzard, because we think of ourselves. That is why I come to think about my nearest fase. Why do I have to blame me for doing all of this, while you are the one to blame? Never mind, my mind cannot think of anything else… Amy Green. You must understand, I easily fall in love with someone. While I was reading my beloved book (Magazine), I saw Amy Green on the page and I couldn’t resist. To look at her beautiful body I fully recovered from the pain in my stomach. However, I am praying to our Father Sky to help me a little with my social life. Hey, it sucks by the way. The same thing everyday… Maybe I should do something about it…

There’s a girl in my mind, she has this smile I can’t put out from my mind. Everyday seems longer when I’m thinking about her. Well, I’ll call her tonight.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Inevitable Blood

The world isn’t perfect for every one of us, we have our anger, lust, wrath, jealousy and Giltinė around us. We can not be perfect, that is not the way the world works. There has to be a balance, between man and all the living on Earth. One reasoning is that justice is served equally to all – whether they are alive or dead, based on their karma or fate.
I think I finally understand why I have this headache, hearing this high note all the time. The thing is, all I hear is an Angel, whispering to me something. My lungs are not feeling themselves, my hunger for something is growing and it is fierce. When I spin my head, my vision slows down and my hearing stops for awhile. I don’t have the desire to play my music anymore, my only hope in my life is drifting apart from me. My demon is taking everything from me…

Black River, I am gonna put my cares in you and take my duties from you. You should not take anything from me, I am not finished with them. If you don’t obey me, I’ll put Michael on you to show you justice. My blood is not for sale… Not yet.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Daimonos (Lesser God, Tutelary deity)

Do we feel lucky to be alive? Not everyone shares the same, especially when our souls are damned for good. We have this entity so called spirit inside us and someday we eventually become spiritual entity like others, and we never know how we will control ourselves. Our sanity can be lost and threatened by the evil spirit. I am not being religious here, the evil spirit can be someone recently died from a disappointing death and is really upset… You never know.

I am at ease in the arms of a woman, every breath I hear from a woman calms me. I know I haven’t been at home in a very long time, still I have this feeling that I will be ease from someones arm. Now, I spend most of my days alone but when tells me everything will be back to normal.

She is my demon, still I can’t see her around. Maybe someday she’ll come back home and take me away, to a place where I can rest on my own. I never stop believing that…

"The fact that demons are always regarded as the spirits of those who have died recently shows better than anything the influence of mourning on the origin of the belief in demons."

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Classical Shock

My day just turned great, I have been asked to be the brain of the class. If I should fail them, they’ll be disappointed at me. You know I would never do that. Sometimes I do feel left out, standing here in the middle of a circle. The only soul left for dust, banned and darkened for eternity. This is not a shock to me, in fact I already knew it since my sixteenth birthday. Back there I sit in my room playing on my guitar, trying so hard to make up songs that doesn’t exist. No song is made without lifetime experience. Every one knows that, I was stupid and careless about my life. School didn’t matter, it all was making up songs and nothing else. I have been wondering for long time how it would be if I live like a rock star jumping around in the scene and never worried about anything. That was the past.

The thing is… This is a dream that would never come true. It would be a shock if it turned out to be my faith, and I would cry. Now, this is not about this dream. This is another concern for you, my friend. It will be a classical shock before you can imagine it. I have never been so afraid about it too. I am feeling afraid of my life. Naah, I have made a song… Finally. All those years, now the song is about to finish. Maybe few more days, my brain needs to relax after all this math I have been doing for the last few days. The song isn’t as good as Amos Lee’s Give It Up song, it isn’t good either as Keb’ Mo’s I Am A Hero and it will never be as good as Paul Gilbert’s Eudaimonia Overture. Is it a classical shock to you my friend? No?

For me, my biggest shock would be meeting the beautiful Katie Melua. Especially when hearing her beautiful soft and powerful voice, so gentle and rough at the same time. I can’t imagine how it would be, I think I would panic and start saying all those greenlandic bullshit all over her face. It would be a classical shock if I am calm when talking to her. I endear her… Perfect!

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Ferrum Myrmidons

μῆνιν ἄειδε θεὰ Πηληϊάδεω Ἀχιλῆος
οὐλομένην, ἣ μυρί' Ἀχαιοῖς ἄλγε' ἔθηκεν,
“Sing, Goddess, of the rage, of Peleus' son Achilles the accursed rage, which brought pain to thousands of the Achaeans”

A man can lose his sanity because of Love, sometimes it can be dangerous. Even thought Gods don’t control us, they can play with us. Turning our souls into a damned soul, crip around it and darkness fiend. We are just their toys hanging around our Mother Gaia, a chess bricks in a duel between Heaven and Underworld. We can’t fight against their moves… Useless we are.

One of our brightest souls only their favourites, the rest is expendable. I sometimes consider myself as one of their favourites, ‘cause sometimes they grant me my wishes. I have been surviving their clash in this war. Maybe I have something they want. While Aphrodite gives me Lust, so she could remove me from someone. I’ve been wondering for sometimes why she does that, maybe she wants me for herself only. I know she is more beautiful than any other women in this Mother Earth. However, I can’t be a toy for them… No longer.

I am Ferrum Myrmidon, made with Iron with best skills of a fighter.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

The Unforgivalbe

Come on, you can do better than this. You can’t just give up on you yet. This isn’t the end, the life goes on and you’ll have to accept the fact you live on your own now. And you will have to face the worst and hardest parts in your life. You live now seperately and you live a solo. Do something about it and you’ll find the way. You aways do. When we go don’t blame us, you are not yet famous. All of your ideas are lies, and no one will put you into flies. I should have been a better son. The curse on you is not the single idea. You have other qualities now. Live now on your own, but when you go don’t return to your love. That is an order!

“Just sleep! Just like me, bring the ice down! Just keep! just like you, take your back down..
Your mama won’t help you now boy, but you gonna clean up your looks. You have now done your part boy, never accept the fact it is your books that helped you.” The letter is right,I am just like Our Man Evans now. However I do not have to run to another town, I’ll stay here and be miseralbe about myselft now.

When God cursed Cain he had a reason, no man has the right to kill another person. Cain will forever walk the Earth. Me, I have been cursed by God, I didn’t kill someone… In a way I’ve kill her inside, broke her heart. Now I’ll forever walk the Earth, that is why I have to find the light inside me. And the journey is the only beginning.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Crazy Out of Body Experience

My life isn’t exactly the most perfect life in the world, in fact, it is the most chaos in the world. I manage to survive all the so called accidents through out my life. I have never done something so good every one seems to hate me for it. It is always my fault…

When your spirit leaves its body, the mind don’t remember anything. That is what I did… It was awful, turning my beloved one into a vengeance. You must understand that she’ll never forgive me again. 

What can I say? I was so drunk!

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Dark Matter

Every thing has turned upside down, my own life is not completely on its own. I don’t control it anymore. Why? I don’t know it for sure, all I know is; that for some reason I have done it… Broke its path.

Clouds have gone, the sun comes out. I am afraid for the first time in my life. It is worse than the distruction of my face, and that really freaks me off. Only God knows what my life is heading to. Maybe I have chosen it for some reason, but I cannot see it clearly. I am now in hiding, my room is the only secure thing. Locking my door is better…

My god, what have I done… I have opened the gate to hell, the minions have now entered my world. Hunting me will they do, I have no idea what they might do to me. I begin to smell funny, even with me showering this morning. This is the Dark Matter… please have mercy.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Muck part 2

Golden Heart, blood drops blue and stops between my feet. Gold fish very expensive, extraterrestrial money.

Tomorrow the stain will be gone, The girl of my dreams be done. For all my worries I’ll be rescued, my angel will be around and endure my heart.

Dirty, disgusting and irresponsible I am, my life is more mysterius than I thought. There’s a muck on every corner, sometimes needs explaining. I am always not that bad though, I can be an angel too… I have imagined a girl in a unifuom, like a real man would do. A nurse, cheerleader, cop, stewardesse, Angel, school-girl-uniform, military girl etc. Damn, I have never imagine so many things. 

Funktion, We are sometimes uptight about our schedules and therefore we got this thing called stress.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Disturbed Mind

The gate in front of me won’t open for me, that means I haven’t furfilled my destiny. Life is still ahead of me. So here I go again.

The dream I had was awful, however it was only a dream… I think. Someone once told me life is just an illusion and that’s when it hit me. Is my dream real? or when I woke up the world I see?

We humans have many questions still unanswered, it is never easy to be realistic once in awhile. Through my battles between light and darkness, I’ve seen things still questionalbe, women so beautiful I wanted to follow them. They whisper into my ears, I darken a little. The music plays softly in my ears, the eyes of sorrow looking at me and the singing I hear really makes me slow. There’s no one that can bear my thoughts for you. I still think about you, still my mind wonders… Freely. When the blues plays, the bitterness and smoothness are in one place I understand you now.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Water Elemental

It looks cold and blizzy to your skin, once a touch could destroy most of your skinny body. This doesn’t come together with people like Ivanka Trump, Brooke Hogan, Nora Jones and Kate Hudson. Why? Because those people have rich parents with maybe, don’t appreciate cold water. Nothern lands are better than other lands, my meaning is the air is so much better in noth and the carbondioxid is smaller amounts up here. Let me rephrase it, it is healthy. Of course every paradise has errors. Zeus hasn’t granted our wish with very hot summer, which leads to cold water so swimming can be difficult when you are a sissy. A water elemental shows up… Right behind my back, showing me challenge to myself and my dearest girl. It attracks us, leading me offended by Lust.

Justify, speak the light and close your eyes my dear, we make love. Satisfy, let the fun begin and crush my spine you beautiful. On a night like this, where the sun barely shines we make love. Suddenly, things behind statues moving, it’s a miracle! Inexcuseable! Close your skin and close your eyes, don’t vomit and try to control your water coming out. I imagine Ana Ivanovic, looking at me with a very sexy look. Just like Aphrodite told me, you’ll find yourself amused when it comes to Lust! I’ll be turning you into a demon, never satisfy yourself with it!

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

The battles for survival

Some people find themselves monsters, 'cause the things they did in a war. Some called themselves patriots and freedom fighters. A man's need to survive is harsh, it can make you do things you've never expected you can.
Through years we fight for our lands, protecting it's riches areas. While others fight for gaining riches.

My battles for survival aren't easy to see. Still I've got to find out which is best. Let's see where that is going...

"Our pride can destroy us all."
Sincerely
Mario Lyberth