Never mind crashes with your system

Ask yourself a question when your system blacked out while you are writing your big semester work. There's a solution to this problem guys. When your god isn't hearing you when you pray your work will be done in time, you can take Windows 7 TuneUp Suite 4.7.326 as your solution.
It is not difficult to use, even for you who cannot understand how the computer works can use it. For the benefits, your system will be faster, smarter, more agile and more intellegent (or something like that). You can understand what I mean. Just like us humans, we have this unnecessary junk in our bodies that needs to be removed. Use Junk files and Dublicate Files.

They are things we want to improve, for example in the morning. The morning is always hard, when you are trying to get up and go to school, work you name it. Your computer is like that. It gets slow, fat and sleepy. The training up our body can help us, while computer needs defrag.
Your look can be changed so does your computer, startup can be changed with a picture you like, you can style it you like.

Well, this is my introduction to answers within your system. Stay stiff, cool and fit.

If you want this program, here's the link:
http://www.windsty.com/products/windows_7_tuneupsuite/windows-7-tuneup.html
It's easy to download.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Death as in thought

I have heard so many stories about people telling the stories about their thoughts about death by drowning, falling, being eaten etc. So many times I desided to hold on to one rule:
1. Think of live instead of death.
For example: Have you ever wondered or thought about death while you are under water, when you open your eyes?
Answer to the question: Why think about death when you can think about how great your life is. Hey, you are swimming. enjoy it!

Come on... Be happy..
Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Possible Breakdown

"Are we dangerous to ourselves?"

The question remain still in my head, why aren't I a better person? Why am I not in the level I desire? The nature most not be desturbed, not ever!

Someday we'll destroy ourselves, killing every single one of us. The only left to survive is the nature, and it's beloving animals. Why not us too? Can answer that question?'

Sincerely

Mario Lyberth

You Endear Yourself To Me

If someone tells me that Talia Cassidy wants me indeed very much, I would say no to her and tell her that I already like someone else with a body like hers. Maby even more, because her body cannot directly described by me, I adore it too much and see it as the most beautiful body. We all know Talia Cassidy is a very beautiful girl, that 22 year-old beauty from Australia is perfect. Anyway, this is not about how she is. This is about you dear sweet apple-pie. If someone wants me to give you up for the Aston Martin DBS I would say no to him, ‘cause I don’t want a car to cheer my life up. I want you to cheer me up, like I have said before I adore you just the way you are.

You endear yourself to me, you smile lightly to me with caution but shines all the way across the universe. If you want me to write a song about you, I’ll write you the greatest and most beautiful song ever written. Gently singing it I want you to, like your sweet voice I hear all the time in my head.

Come away with me in the night, come away with me across the seas and come away with me everyday for the rest of my life. Because I want to walk with you on a rainy day, won’t you try it? I’ll make it simple but romantic with love flying around us.

Aphrodite has blessed me once again, making the blademaster disappear but soon be back again. I watch the clouds going away from me, you know why the sun shines? Is when I am with you it does.

Apollon is my friend, my God, my family. He always like me, that is why when I am happy, he blesses me with a shining song and a good music to listen to. He loves the music you play, he love her singing and yours too. First powerful and with a gently flow, the voice from a goddess, a gift from Zeus and your talent. Another voice very gently and lighty, yet truely beautiful and touching voice, Apollon’s gift for you, the most quit beautiful voice. However when turning it up, still beautiful and perfect! I love you both!

Sincerely

Mario Lyberth

Living Alien On The Moon

Okey, you know me… You know how I tell you what’s on my mind. Well, I am pretty tired. Last night I was hanging out with my dearest friends.

Whatever happen to the moon? Everybody talks about living in the moon. Today, we saw this movie about living in the moon. Only rich and luxorious people can afford, the only problem is once you land to the moon the real problem comes. You can not afford to travel back to Earth, and all you have is your place you bought back on Earth and your version 1 robot as your buttler. IF you are a very lucky one, you become a very successfull one with your own nightclub, which by the way everybody likes. How lucky do you think we would be, if we live together on the moon?

The world is full of surprises, for everyone life can suddenly change. You never expect when it comes, sometimes with a deadly bite. As for me, my life suddenly shines a bright light. Love etangles me on a very beautiful spot. Especially when it is you stading right by side, all day smiling at me. Oh, I really wish that it could be something more that that, something more to it. But the heart Darkens, and you disappear. That’s when I knew, I won’t be seeing you for awhile once again

Sincerely

Mario Lyberth

Age Of Encumbrance

Carry on you are, living your life completely incredible… Going on vacations you travel like it is just a holiday. Maybe it is just a dream, like myself I am smelly of a Halibut… We have a smelly working place. Everyday I am becoming more smelly than I already am. I am trying to get off this silent sea ‘cause it makes me lonely. This is an encumbrace I carry, so heavy I can’t keep it on the top. I try to wake up and see it with you. However, I am just chasing time once again like I am in endless night…

The land I see, there are no living things. I can not imagine you’ll remember me next year. Maybe because we will never see eachother again? Is it hard to see when we are seperated through the seas? Now, I am going insane about this. Of course we will see eachother again, but not like we are use to be. I am a blue color, you are a different one… If we join ourselves, we’ll become different. That is why we change who we are, and you’ll be acting weird all about this situation. Telling me to quit my behaviour and become another person. See, sometimes we can’t just join one another without changing our personalities…

Like me, a coffe addicted person I am very much addicted to your smile and laughter. I can’t get enough of it, specially when I am sitting with you. When I am sad, the rain drops, so you will know when the rain comes to you. The crush is killing me girl! Still, I can’t tell you how I feel about you… Damn!

Sincerely

Mario Lyberth

Who Will Say?

The question remain unanswered and no one can answer it right away. For me it is also very difficult so answer the tricky question, now where the damn mosquitos are sticking their pins right on to my skin and make me nauscious. What is this between man and woman that I am missing, when it comes to loving one another? How can you explain the feeling when it’s right?


You walk and dance in the moonlight, knowing no one will bother your dancing style. You’ll forever live as an artist and will forever be a star. Who will say, when I tell you how much I like you and who will say when I feel completely like an idiot when you turn me down. That will not bother me, I will feel sad but alive ‘cause the pain I feel means I am alive as much as you are. When you accept me, I will feel thrilled and so happy knowing I’ll be very happy for a short notice.

Like you feel happy it is possible, endearing my hometown makes me want to life with you around. Taking good pictures while singing good songs together. Like when I sing “Scarlet” you’ll sing with me, but your “Wild Horses” makes me fall in love with you even more. The voice so wonderful and beautiful I hear, controlling me painfully without feeling misery. As you already know, I love to feel the pain ‘cause without it I won’t be able to feel Love!
My little brother and I look alike, now I can see why. Everyday he makes me happy, like you do when you are around me. The spark between you and me makes my stomach fload with butterflies. The right connections gives the right understanding… Like you understand me. I am not going to tell you that I am yours to command, however I am going to tell you I am yours forever, as long as I get to live right next to you… To hold you while sleeping and love you everyday, even though the baddest days I’ll still love you. This is turning into love instead of crush… Please help me.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

You And The Universe

Universe and you still running around, still trying to compare for your smile and your body. Key to your heart I’m wanting, completely out my mind. I just hope I can follow you forever, to hold you. Rigtht now I want to see you smile and hear your laughter, hear you sing and play the piano. I wonder too much, Zeus hates my wishes and curse me with my crush. Curse you scarn, darn it for the love of Gods.

Crushed I am for myself, feeling sorry about myself I am for this Curse of Damned. My mind must be cleaned, the scary wind come to me and clear my thoughts away from her The voice so clean and smooth in my head, looking good we are standing there, I wish I could have you both, however you are the important one. The sun is rising, it’s only eight o’clock. The strange thing is that it is night. Bark is gone, dogs are maby sleeping. The clouds are running away and all I see is the ocean. Can’t see the land where you stand, feeling afraid of loosing you for eternity. Don’t let Hades take you away from me…

؟ Let us asks ourselves. How was the universe created? Was it the explosion from the strays of elements? Or was it God? Hoever, how can you explain this: If it was the explosion, how exactly do the elements become elements? If it was God, how can you explain God was created? Was he here all along or does he create himself? But how?

Who am I really? Do I look that scary or don’t you like the way I play this game? When I ask myself theese questions I must be loosing it. Really. My only wish in like is you to like and love me the way I am and let be controlled or owned by you… to love me.

The sea is far away, the land other side is greater than good… too far away. Fire fades away, it’s too hard to say when you are close enough for me to say I really like you… The Crush! Most of everyday, it’s too hard to say that life could be simple for me to say I like you. I know soon you can’t see me anymore and I’ll give up easily…

When I am thinking about you, it is only happy thoughts ‘cause you make me so happy. I know any happinnes has an ending. But couldn’t you just enjoy yourself while around?

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Unique Red Heart

Red lightning, sparkling stardust and crimson heart. Hall of the mountain king, Kaassassuk, ophan child teased by others. Lifted through the nose by adults and givin' pity food. Vengeance took over when Pissaap Inua made him the strongest in the world. Killed polarbears with his bare hands, lifted hundred food tree from the sea and killed his entire village. He is unique, fill with bloodlust and law was born.

Nameless monkey sitting, spitting through the aisle. Cordless slip the busy gargoil. Spitting out the waste into the wild, I am no more an angel. Killing fields the soldier passes by, clever me I would join the fight. Lay back in the arms of loved one, sweet summer sun scratch. Focus the waste, the wild and the war. We'll ask ourselves "where's the passion? Where's the hope?" and forget the innocence. They'll asnwer "We're fighting for our freedom!" while refering the word "freedom" into the word "power", and that is all what is it about... Power! Lucky me, I am living in a land of peace. We are the Night Elves of the north, far away from the Humans of the west and east. On the other side of the Orcs of the south, where the Undead lives among them. In the middle, Naga, once powerful High Elves now, forgotten, their land formally known as Atlantis.

Our world is divided into pieces, democracy and dictatorship etc... Where some have the chance to vote and some don't. Why do we suffer really damn much!?

Sincerely

Mario Lyberth

Stranger In Us

Moving inside the building creates an illusion, music all around, playing the awesome attitude. The woman I see so beautiful, with her kiss I complete. Being with her in this illusion I see myself a stranger, I don't really understand who I am. She connects me an orb, caution I mostly be.

Having played and won I understand my economical problem. Money keeps coming in, fully satisfying me. However, caution may solve my hunger... For money.

Mistery, full of surprises and history. For all the theories about Eath's misterious events, I wonder if all of them are thrue. Earth is very old, Gaia, our Mother of all the living creatures. Creatures gave birth to their babies. Generations through generations creatures expand around the world. Through Wars empires build, leadership through leadership Kings born. Some use it for power while some use it for reason, fair and peacefully. And you never know which one of them your leader is. Every one of us have this hunger for power, sleeping inside buried, a chance wakening it. Some are born with it and some of us have It sleeping.

Best of luck, Lust in buck turning sideways. Mother Earth set my hidden darkness away, hunger is burning my skin really hard. Inside a Demon looking for vengeance, setting Its foot step by step and I can't hold it much longer.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Muck

My tired body fills me with anger, scaring everybody around me. Over me there is this woman, she confuses me... However, this is where I must chose which girl I want. First of all, I am a Muck! I cannot understand why they like me for who I am, just a dirty Muck! Protected by Gods I am, even though, I want to live on my own without their help. They won't let me go, 'cause I have a debt to solve. They usually help me living my life, I am their bet, and my soul belongs to them now. To the Underworld, Hades' bet. Zeus' champion and Aphrodite's lover.

There you go, you're gone for good. I cannot let go untill you do that. The problem is she doesn't know how I am to her. I mean, the feelings for her.

This line is short...

Sincerely

Mario Lyberth

Hopeless Drifter

Strait ahead she moves, a little older she is than me. I don't know how she moves, just another prick to solve. Turning and turning...

My senses are weakening, without the touch of a woman I faint. Without the hunt I'll starve...

The maze can't be solved this is. Mayhem causes me to change they are. Crushed and blinded by her beauty I feel.

It wouldn't be you are leaving me with a mountain of guilt. The burning fire, rings burst out above and the black smoke drains all the air. A star, only one I see and strings retangle my body. Just like an insect I flow, trying all I can to find the food and hardly survive. Every one needs an angel to find love again.

The nature is a very dangerous world, no one can really survive that easily. Even a lion must work hard to find it's pray. I am no lion, nor a tiger so that means I am a weak minded man. More like a sissy, trying to pretend a real man playing the guitar. Knowing my life will not be that simple, like now.

[Strange,... Air compresses into smaller pieces, so I feel strangled. It dances, doing it's thing to pursuade me. The wings of fire I see, it troubles me... Red spark around, roses die around it and the heat is getting warmer. Thunder strikes, bolt hits tree. I can feel it shaking. Everything seems to go to an end, then the rains starts to fall.

Some say everything starts to regrow, good things come out and every evil disappears. The smoke will be gone and it will return to where it belongs...]

Break it, overdone it and The Only One. Do not feel akward about it. Not once, don't hesitate.

"The Illusion breaks away the fantasy

Just like Heracles became known as deity

Bumbed from the real ecstacy

Seing the unreal shade of entity"

A piece of wonderland, the body is too amazing. Eyes changes into blue every summer, grey in the winter.

Like I am, never to say the true pain. Never to show my love while around. Too stupid when it comes to pretty girls.

"Strains and streams, drugs and the end of the world.

Stains and bands, Ragnarok as the same word.

I am on my own as I see today.

Now I can see it won't fade away.

Cain and pain, will forever walk the earth.

Drain and gain, so you won't fall to the dirt.

Here I am on the mountain now.

Saying to myself with the word "How?"

I wonder why, still I wonder how.

You stay cold and odd now.

I am responsible

Untill I am no more a hopeless drifter

You'll take it all in not like ditcher

I am and in danger.

Dads and cats, will never go the same path.

Bad and that, clouds are invisible as you in bath.

Why do I even care to join?

Gladly and happily to point?

Universe along with you drains all the happiness in me.

Darn it! And curse you for being that beautiful to poison."

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Faith without deed is dead

Saving the world is not important. Saving yourself is more important than saving the others. Life sucks and everybody knows that, however for some people life is brighter. As for me, my life is getting darker every minute.

The only thing I know when my life will be better is in few days away from me, and 'till that day I have to fight the dark army on my own. I know I can win this battle for few days, somehow I will fall finally.

My life gets a little better everytime I sing Albertine, especially the chorus that goes like this:

Rwanda,

Now that I have seen

I am responsible

Faith without deed is dead

Now that I have held you

In my own arms

I cannot let go 'till you are

I find this songs extremely powerful and it reminds me of someone I care about with my whole heart. My goddess of Lust, My Aphrodite and My other half. Or it is only a crush...

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Maze of Mayhem and Love

Since I've been away for a while, things have been changing around me. I found the perfect woman I want to share all my life with, even if I have to give up everything. My life has become a maze, a maze of Mayhem, a maze of Love and a maze of beauty. We all know in our every moments in our lives, we can be violent to others. And I've been violent to another man, punched his face out, beating him into the ground and finally making him scared. I know, you hate me for that. And I might have figured out, you don't like guys like me (violent). I am feeling sad and miserable about it. Everything happens for a reason. Sometime the hardest thing and the right thing are the same, but I am not as think as you drunk I am. It wasn't my fault, he attacked me and I have to defend myself for it.

I have found a perfect woman, with a beautiful voice of hers that makes me so touched when she sings with a soft and gently voice. Her singing is so smooth, I almost cried. The smile of hers, so amazingly beautiful. I couldn't see anyone else with a smile like that, the smile is unique. Especially her laughter, can not forget it! Makes my day a better day everytime she's around. You can spend minutes, hours, days, week or even months over analysing the situation, trying to put the pieces together on what to do with your crush or you can just put the pieces on the floor and let it ring. Love takes courage, for me especially. First time I saw her, I was afraid, shaking 'cause I have never seen a beauty like that. Her eyes staring at me with a gentle smile, asking me about how I am. I can't just imagine her, but imagination is more important than knowlegde. Just think about it... Without imagination, there's no knowlegde. However, it's not about being who everyone else wants' you to be, it's about being yourself and finding someone who loves every bit of it! And I hope she can understand me if I ever have to tell about my feelings. If she rejects: Life is a bitch, because if it was a slut, it would be too easy.

Sincerely

Mario Lyberth

Incur my anger into pulp

My life is starting to make sense, I know it will someday I just didn't believe in it for the first time. My anger is getting smaller, like incuring it into pulp. Ever since I started to play my guitar my way, I've been feeling better everytime I play it. Then an Angel comes into my silly little life, she says she is there to make my life little bit better... And it did ever since.

If you ever be sad for life, you know what to do and just call me anytime anywhere. I'll be the one to set things up again my dear. Adjust your anger and set it free into the wild, no God will curse you for that. And remember everyone gets another chance for everything they have done, even it is murder or very bad crime.

You'll never end up in a desert alone for this, I'll be your guardian angel dear sweet girl. I'll be your light in darkness, I'll be your car along the road and anywhere you want to go I'll be it.

Sweet Pea, your the apple of my eye but I don't know what I really want. But your the only reason I live my lfe. I am missing you dear sweet pea.

Sincerely

Mario Lyberth

Sweetness and full of love; accomplishment

You know if I was a piece of wood you'll nail me into your house. Another gift from Aphrodite for me to look up to. Freedom within me coming out for me to hug, no tears will be shed when around her. I just want to hold upon her while sleeping tonight, this very night. Reveal your goddess in you tonight, do what you have to do.

You are like never ending happiness, every day the sun shines upon me from above. Like Apollon saying to me to be a happy man. Like a road that never ends like Chinas wall.

First of all; I'll call you Sweetnes and Full of Love; accomplishment. Your sweetness is always there when I needed it, especially when I am sad. For people like you are sweet as hell, calling you for sweet as hell is not a bad thing.

Full of Love because you are happy everytime you see me coming to you for help or when I visit you at the café. Like last summer when we played hide and seek, we'll use to climp all the way to the roof of the house and talk or played games.

Accomplishment for you are as a person. Your body is perfect, I hope you will agree with me my dear. It is not always about bigger things. You are accomlished.

Sweet dear; don't you get the blues. Remember to breathe next time.

Sincerely

Mario Lyberth

Reptile Bite

Why afraid of the dark? When you already are in the dark. Love has abandoned me, I feel no warm inside me and pain is still growing up like a child. Getting bigger and stronger, it hurts me too much and I want to quit fighting it. Maybe it is better to die and peace will at last come to me. Apollon is now somewhere else, my senses are weakened and darkened. Like in a forrest alone I am, seeing a woman far away laughing at me. Once my love, now far away. Love isn't always what you want it to be, sometimes it hides from you, hurting you like a reptile bite. Why bother?

You are the one I wil always love. Aphrodite has shown me you, there standing so beautifully and smiling so amazing. Now I am broken in two, one here and the other in the egde of you. You know I'm yours, abuse me! You have the chance to put me into a whole piece, take the chance!

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Closing in on the egde once again

Every man has a weakpoint somewhere inside him, when you hurt it so bad it'll make him so sad. Once again my pride has been touched by darkness. Just like a soul in the dark afraid of moving out, feeling the pain in my mind.

The incident I've heard is hurting me, my lord.

The forrest darkens within, my eyes are seeing chaos

Only damned get 'em, send to hell are they now

Heaven it is not, God above not seeing not us

Girl I see in the dark, the forest is now in snow

The wall is high, too high is not in the dust.

Enough said

Sincerely

Mario Lyberth

Claws of a polarbear

I really don't understand you, my dear. I don't know if this is a game to you, still I feel that I am just a toy for you that breaks easily. You hate me everyday, you laugh at me everyday still you really do like me when you're drinking. I feel I need more than you, but afraid of the things might go wrong. Like my dizzyness I am, you touch me with the nicest hands... Claws of a polarbear I feel, sometimes so good I like the pain. Just like the hunter of the seas, The Ruler of the seas ruining my life while I try to through his territory. Poseidons wrath destroys my battleship, now I can get near you and I am hopeless. I wander the underworld looking for you, for you I am dead. I hear you evil laughter in this land, so loud it even hurt my ears just hearing you... Still I want you.

I ask myself many times, what do you really want to do? Will you still play with me and hurt me so bad I want to travel into another dimension? You are like Medusa, once beautiful, transformed into a monster with snakehairs. Circe is the one jealous, not me and I don't want her. I have tried many times avoiding her. Like you know it, she played me hard. I thought I loved her, but just another woman. Pandora is beautiful and you know it. The relationship is over, is that you are afraid of? That I want to get back with her? No woman, I won't. [...]

While you lie in the water last night, I looked at you awhile thinking how beautiful you are. Making my night so wonderful I smiled and couldn't stop it.

"The face of an angel so beautiful

I still wonder why I was so pityful

To avoid you while I had the chance

Makes me think foolish of myself at last

The night glows while you sit in the cold night

the water in your body getting good and tight

Claws of a polarbear you give me tonight

The scars will never be forgotten"

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Life After Death

There are two fundamentally different types of views on the afterlife: empirical views based on observation and religious views based on faith.

* The first type of claims are loosely based on observations and conjecture made by humans or instruments (for example a radio or a voice recorder, which are used in electronic voice phenomena, or EVP). These observations are made from reincarnation research, near death experiences, out-of-body experiences, astral projection, EVP, mediumship, various forms of photography et cetera. Academic inquiry into such phenomena can be broken down roughly into two categories: psychical research generally focuses on case studies, interviews, and field reports, while scientific parapsychology relates to strictly laboratory research.
* The second type are based on a form of faith, usually faith in the stories that are told by ancestors or faith in religious books like the Bible, the Qur'an, the Talmud, the Vedas, the Tripitaka et cetera. This article is mainly about this second type.

What happens when we're dead? Do we travel into another dimension or are we completely gone? In many religion we believe that there's this Afterlife or Reincarnation after death. I know, it's confusing you... It confuses me as well, I have many thoughts about the Afterlife.


Now if there's a Dead, who collects the spirits recently left their bodies and wonder alone in our world knowing we can't see them. How do I see this?

I know there's a lot of questions that needed to be answered, and we all just have to believe in the Bible or Koran or Talmud etc. Based on the religion we have. But for all of you that is not-religion-type-kind-of-guy or an ateist more precisely, how do you see the life after death?

The Eden is one of my favourites. Many people wants to go to Eden when they are dead, I want to go there as well. If Angels exist so does Eden as well. Angel Raphael visits Eden, according to Milton's Paradise Lost [John Martin, 1825]. I was touched by the poem John Milton's Paradise Lost, so amazing he wrote. So dramatic he wrote. See it for yourself:

"So spake the false dissembler unperceivd;
For neither Man nor Angel can discern Hypocrisie,
the onely evil that walks Invisible,
except to God alone,
By his permissive will,
through Heav'n and Earth:
Satan bowing low,
As to superior Spirits is wont in Heaven,
Where honour due and reverence none neglects,
Took leave, and toward the coast of Earth beneath,
Down from th' Ecliptic,
sped with hop'd success,
Throws his steep flight in many an Aerie wheele,
Nor staid, till on Niphates top he lights."

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Travelling though the clouds

We all want to fly like the birds, we all want to walk across the oceans. As for me, I experience all this as we speak. I am happy, now I see what the life wants us to see...

I hear a clear and wonderful word from you yesterday. The word I really love to hear, especially when it comes from you. It makes me too happy. Just like heaven, however the place wasn't the best place in the world but most unlikely it pops out of nowhere. Only I can see that you don't want to scare me, so you kind of make it incredibly good enough for me to believe it. I do love you too, really. You are the one I really like, especially the laughter of yours. You are amazing...

The story has always a problem, sometimes without the solution. While I travel the sky, you put me down with knowledge and intellegence. I am now more clever than anyone else in this world feeling, the love of yours within my heart.

You touch me, giving me light and peace. Like in the night, I stand alone afraid of the spirits. I know no Gods will help me 'cause I don't believe in them. They have cursed me. You shall me my angel in darkness, the angel to guide me towards heaven. All you have to do is let go, and you don't have to be afraid anymore because I will never hurt you again. I made a promise to you, and I tend to keep it that way. Don't be afraid, let yourself go and let me hold on you in the night. And I promise you this... I will not let you go.

Sincerely

Mario Lyberth

Is this what you expected to see?

So, you thought you might like to watch me and see the show. Is there something wrong, my sunshine? Is this what you have expected to see? No... I didn't think so.

Corpses around, dark divine within me. My body is freezing in this dark hour, the sun never sets its foot here.

The time is running away, I can't follow it. It is alright soon, and I haven't seen you long enough.

Who is that man you are with? You never tell me his name, I thought we were friends. I don't know him, but you said he is someone close to me.

I'm not following you.

Sincerely

Mario Lyberth

Psychological Differences

When I see you, you'll act differently than before. See, I really don't understand women. Maybe it is the way it has to be, understanding them really would not be okay. Too much at risk. The relationship would not be okay, damn!
The talk, kind of sexy and it cheers me up. I haven't had that conversation in years, seems that I have missed it so much. I always wanted that, the smoothness and the lust around it so perfect for me. So, like you've noticed I am a kind of guy who likes sex.

The Conversation is too perfect, why do I have to go through with it? It makes me sad to see that I can't have that conversation again. I won't be albe to understand you again or to touch you once again. I do miss you sweet pea, you were my only one and you are still the most beautiful woman I've ever been with, you are too perfect... Why do I not stayed little bit more.

You would be the most beautiful flower in the desert, the one to cheer me up when I get lost. Just like those travelled the seas to discover America, never knew the world is round. Like men trying to climp Mount Everest to see the beauty of this world, I would climp just to see you once again.

Sincerely

Mario Lyberth

Abominatus "Hateful"

"To Deprecate as An Ill Omen".

Your anger has an effect on me, making me change... My face destroy itself, my dreams become nightmares. I see a girl in darkness, standing there in the dark looking at me. The face cannot be seen, suddenly screams loud and painful... Now I can see her face. Destroyed, her eyes only white and her arms touching the face as if she suffers.

What if the dream comes true? What if the dream is already happened? It shows that I am hateful of these things like I am some kind of a Ghoul or Abomination. Like I am hating you, for your mistakes and doings. You are too kind to be liking me, you can't love a man like me 'cause I hate you. I can't figure you completely, you are too misterious and unpredictable. Damn you!

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

The Royal Jackass

I honestly envy those who have faith, 'cause without belief you have no life. I have once read the journey to the Mount Olympus, The Home of The Gods. Still, I have only understood it as a myth, a myth we have to understand as fact. We mustn't climp...

This is not a story I will tell you today. The story I am about to tell you is not as crazy as others. It's about friendship, about trusting your friends instead of hurting them. You see, I have done many mistakes in this life. I have done terrible things to my friends, the things I will never forget and be sorry for the rest of my life.

This is not about a girl, not even Aphrodite is mentioned, even though, I still am longing for her. Just like a beautiful girl named Mary Luz Acosta, better know as Miss Tenerife. Maybe you have heard her name before? No? For Christs sake, know your things. A man have got to remember the things that makes a man, A Man.

When the snow freezes you big time, you have very little chances to act naturally. You become highly dangerous between your honest words and lies. You hate it when you lie to your friends, still you treat them with lies. You become The Royal Jackass, you have to know your name.... Please try to act honestly next time you're around friends.

Sincerely

Mario Lyberth

Early in the morn'

You are awake, your cell is calling but you are unable to take it 'cause you're too lazy. Last night you have done nothin'! Just sitting in the chair playin' old blues from the 80's, thinkin' about the old days when you've had the love beside you. Somethin' hurt my pride, takin' no shit about it and no question about it. I suck at love!

The drill is gone away from me, 'cause you've got me wrong. I ain't mean it, and you know the drill. I dig you, ain't lyin' about it. I do write everythin' into a paper, the only way to remember my pain. Everytime I go home, nobody home. Alone in the dark, tryin' to forget the day that has happened. She told me to forget her, ain't an easy job for me. She knew I wouldn't just forget, she knew I will always love her, i'm lovin' that girl... The body is just another dream of mine, I am surprised she would love me. A beast that I am, so ugly I am she still loves me. What a wonderful world, a miracle!

Sincerely

Mario Lyberth

Moderate Blues

Life is getting longer, I thought life is short like you say it is.

Why feeling sorry when you are there to protect me? It’s that bad? I can’t see any problem with that, all you have got to do is take good care of me. I will not hesitate to remove you from this conflict. Please try to symphatise with me…

I know you are getting the blues, why not cheer yourself up. You don’t have to hold your tears, it is always okay to let it all out.
There is always a problem where we stand. I know I’ve hurt you before and I am still feeling sorry for myself, ‘cause the rose is dead now. It is all white, fainted and still getting darker. The dead have taking your soul away from me. The feeling is now in the egde, the clouds blocks my view from it and I can’t find my way to you.

I don’t know who you are, still I want to see your face, but the curtain is closed. You dance around it, do not want to show your face to me. Maybe I’ll let myself in like you always wanted me to do. You tell me that you've seen the spirit, still I can’t see this ghost. Your guardian angel, it hides from me. I don’t want to risk our relationship anymore, like you’ve said I am staying away from you.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Spiritus "Breath"

In many religions and parts of philosophy, the soul is the immaterial of a person.

The artist alone sees spirit. But after he has told of their appearing to him, everbody sees them

Do we have a soul when killing other souls? Do we have a soul when we eat other souls? Now, that is the question. Some people kill other poeple, while others eat others. See, people are cruel in the world. It's in our nature, the are the most dangerous animals and we must kill to survive.

Ghosts on the other hand, they don't eat (so i've heard) and they don't sleep. How is that possible? The spirits are like humans (so I've heard), why aren't they eating? What do they eat then?

Sincerely

Mario Lyberth

My first real guitar

Every guitarplayer loves his first real guitar, just like me. First time I lay my eyes on my gear I fell in love with it. Just like you lay eyes on yours. However, the guitars are different that is why we like different ones. Our styles chose our guitars, it depends which genre we love to play we chose which guitar we want.

I had a guitar before this. It was only a starting or beginers guitar, seventh stringed guitar named GRX720. I loved it first time, only for several months. Not because it's bad. It's a beginners guitar, since I wasn't a biginner anymore I needed a better guitar.

November 2003 I get a chance to buy me a new one. So after long hours of thinking, my friend gave me an advice... A new picture comes forth, Ibanez RGT42BP with a neck thru, perfect for me. I bougt it! And I am never gonna regret it. So perfect for me, the sound is clearer than my old one. Perfect for my amp Ibanez ToneBlaster 250 and perfect for my AX3000G. It's a perfect match!...

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Staying up all night

I don't feel tired at all. My life is just getting started, my tiredness is not here. NO coffee to support me from this sleepy creature. Only the cigarette on my back, screaming at me to smoke it. The guitar hero screams: "Wake up! You're still young, live your life!" Wanting to play with him, but he keeps disappearing into the night, finally found him in his bed, sleeping...

What a wonderful world, my life is getting better minute by minute. My afterlife on the net is getting bigger. It's like my life is bound to it, must live... MUST LIVE! I live my life now. Being a guitar hero isn't an easy thing, your skills must be perfected. My speed must be clearer than anyone else in the world, even better than John's perfection. My grip must be steady, no shaking while playing. My agility and intellengence must be higher even if I have been drinking. If I sing, it must be a tone steady. No gasping...

I miss the old days when I could sleep in the dark, the light stops my tiredness. Coffee must be stopped at night. No need to drink it all over again. Oh, I must get a hair cut too.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Why Do I feel this strange air?

Strange,… Air compresses into smaller pieces, so I feel strangled. It dances, doing Its thing to pursuade me. The wings of fire I see, It troubles me… Red spark around, roses die around It and the heat is getting warmer. Thunder strikes, bolt hits tree. I can feel it shaking . Everything seems to go to an end, the rain starts to fall.

Some say everything starts to regros, good things come out and every evil disappears. The smoke will be gone and It will return to where It belongs…

The steam is still around me, makes me dizzy. Piece by piece getting smaller. Apple of my eye, you’re the only reason I keep on coming on. Smells like christmas, teen people don’t care less. Even the children don’t want to open their presents. Like parents they act, hate it ever happen ‘cause it's a waste of money. For me it’s a waste of good air, steamy bath I want to call it…

Break it, overdone it and be The Only One. Do not feel akward about it. Not once, don’t hesitate.

“The Illusion breaks away the fantasy
Just like Heracles became known as Deity
Bumbed from the amazing ecstacy
Seing the unreal shade of entity”

The party is just an illusion in my dreams, our people are not and will never be known as Deity. It’s a curse between men. Only women will end up in heaven while men will walk the underworld for eternity, regretting the things they’ve done. I feel pity, I want to follow women because they have needs too like us.
The day becomes lighter, the sun shines brighter every single day. However the heat doesn’t suppose to get colder, but it does. How can it be? The once told ourselves that the sun is our heating device. It’s strange to see how cold it is today, the heat isn’t here.

They are memories I just cannot forget, just like the time when I was a little boy. I fell into a block of snow, destroying my front teeth. Just like the time when we were playing on ice sliding around until a hammer hits my face. And just like the time when you kissed me at the party, I have never felt love so powerful… From you.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

That's an old hat

Old stories tells us their society, the way of living in the past. Bloody hell the stories are good, especially ancient stories about the Heroes in the middle east, the warriors in north and the good time stories in Greenland. Myths...

We're all know these stories, they are bedtime stories when we were little. "Do you see...? Are you watching closely? [...]

Before the conclusion you look at the questions that connects to the things you believe in. The conclusion is to prove or persuade others about the fact you believe in.

You're being bored by your own, you really don't know what to do nect. You're afraid for the sins you might have done, perhabs it's best to look for help."

To be continued....

Everything in One piece

For me I am kind of guy who loves playing music. Especially when there is a challenge to complete. Strength is a good thing, while speed is also a good thing. Agility, Strength and Intellegence are those I want to be better at. When playing a guitar you speed up your fingers, if you want them to. I am like a Hero in battle, getting stronger while fighting and getting more experience. Not a Dark Knight, Not a Dark Ranger, Not Dark at all. Alliance between we humans and Spirits from light army.

Explosion! I think I've heard it before, strangely familiar to me. I don't know what it is, however it makes me scared effectively hard. This disease, pushed-away-disorder, is pain in the ass! I shouldn't have done it, I really am regretting it deebly... [...]

The city flows away, shines like a shadowed glass. I've seen it before, it is good that I have been here before because I can guide you all along my dear one...

It is strange, want me to believe that I can take anything from her, however she is strict to me. I want more than this, I want to see the reality too. It is not the game I wanted to play and the game is getting kind of boring. I want you

Turns ouit I'll be stranded here alone; without my guitar and a touch from a woman, I'll go insane. Before I Panic I thought "What would Jesus do?" And That's where it hits me, I'll be here for months as well if no one's noticed my demise. I ask myself many times if this is Gods test, because I can't see anything my mistake. Yes everbody makes mistakes but my mistakes are not that bad, and hey I am not a murderer nor rapist. I am not Cain and Karl.

This is like a dream; nightmare that became a reality and I am in it. This creator and a beast Ragnarok is hunting me, Darn It!; I am a preyt like a sitting duck. Vulcanic flames getting near me, I run like hell; Curse you slowmo!....

I walk the Earth for no reason, I walk with no love at all. Every woman I meet makes me realize I am dead, she is always an Angel or Angel of Darkness who's trying to take me with her. I have an unfinished business here, I need more time. However I don't really know what it is that is not finished yet; so you realize what I been through after reading this.

Turning this side effect aside with delay hall really endures me… They call it Endurance Aura. What is it?

As I am cooking some chicken I realize my feet aren't healthy… They burn me. Have some mercy. They does not care about how I feel, they only think of themselves I know they are fools. My agility sure does fall apart, my strength is a direct line and I don't quite think my intelligence grows… I am in the same glass, never have been washed by my owner I feel quite dirty and I am afraid of it… Please Zeus help me. ..

As I drink the water from my cup I see myself as a healthy man… I am not, really. No mercy. I don't really care about my healthy as one another, it makes me feel strangely desired by healthy food I know they are healthy. As I sip from the water I closed my eyes for a sec, all I hear is ringing until it stops… Finally an ending. The end I thought I never see, the end that is it watching me while I listen to this… Damn this bright thing.

Enlighten! This is a Wrath of Gods. Snow, sun and silent at the same time. I am perhaps a message by my God, the God I rely on and trust. I am blessed… It is just a feeling it, mate. It is not a real thing and you know it clearly. You've been talking about it last year; it is not my thing but yours. Yours to command, yours to challenge and yours to take… What a fool you are, a fool without sense of humor and you are always acting 15 even you are 19. You know there's a link between you two.

Tomorrow is the day where everybody is celebrating the day of the youth, I will too. However without drinking a thing, not alcohol or soda… what a shame! Have some mercy. I love you Katie Melua! Not precisely like love, your music sure does relax my mind. Now I can't even think of anything… Shame on me!

Maybe I am changing?

I feel hungry, feeling the need for a cigarette at the same time. Wish I could smoke and eat at the same time... Wish I could really do that. Can you?

My hair is messy, my breath stinks and I look bad.
"The hang over really suckin' you around, it spells you. You look bad but I look good. Can you take a shower now, please? I will really appreciate it if you do that. "
The girl put spell on me, I have turned her into a scary ghost and I love her. No man can ever do that. Except you guys... I don't.

"I don't hate you, how you doin'? You have made me look awful yesterday, you barely can see my face and why do you do that..? Can I sleep with you tonight?" That sounds incredible! I knew you come back to me dearest one. :D If you have read my other damn blogs, you sure have understand what kind of world I live in. I appreciate it, you can sleep here beside me.

My mind is wondering all the time, have I ever kissed you today? I can't even remember it. So slow! Too slow! Go slow!

Well, I am amused. Good show last night!!!!

My mind is emptying itself, happiness comes in.. Maybe for a day. And many things comes bumbing in, like an avalanche. My intellegence grows, However I am still stupid. How can I say no to sex? Maybe not my type. Maybe I did it for a reason.

Meeting this new girl, freshman, is absolutely incredible! She is tall however, almost my size, Wow! Her smile is amazing and her beauty really blows me off. I'm amused. Her kiss, I can't describe it. Her body... Perfect! There are few girls who looks like that except Adriana Lima, you know how she looks[...]

This is amusing, here we stand, four people watching porn, 3 a.m. and what are we doin'? We are two guys and two girls.. Not girlfriends. We all going to school tomorrow at 8, that's in 5 hours... So no sleep today. What am I, crazy?

The new line is different, no girl beside me... So hard. New ones seems to be more different, not my type. Hades' boy is around, however I haven't seen him quite enough. Once I asume. Behind his back when setting.

Retraining my body, getting the long gone shape back. It feels good, so good that I gain strength. The willing to move on but thinking about tomorrow she'll be back. Knowing it'll only happen in next year. Perfection, learning it really tires me a lot.

Skating with skiies, running like a coward from the life I live in. No mercy. The nature is divine, wonderful and so white with all the snow everywhere. Beautiful, outstanding and perfect. I want it all.

Should I go out today? Is it necessary? Necessary to go out to find something valueable for me? I think it is. I need a womans love, the love not necessarily have to be important. Just a hug. Maybe a sex. Perhabs I am just foolish, perhabs I am an idiot or I am just feeling down

When I realize why life end our relationsship, I understand the meaning of an old saying:
            "Appreciate and learn from the past,
              plan and dream for the future and    
               live in the here & now"
I am coming  forward, climbing to the top and repairring my injury.

Where the lights are off, I can't see you, and now where you hide I think of something stupid like you affect the lonely heart out there. "you may have fun but I'm not."

I'm feeling little loss where there's nothing around my heart. The traveller will not come, not untill later. The answer to my prayer will never return.

[The truth hurts a lot, your chance to be clean. Spelling changed her life, your chance to be clear. Confusion!.. realises the Chaos, your change your personality!.]

Why do we pray to the Gods for forgiveness? Is it because we're afraid? The Gods helps us fight for our believes.... Them.

Temporarily out of action, i am out of gas. Cannot go any further... What’s happening?

Desperation drives me mad, before even finding the flaw. "I bear no sword!" Never have had anyway... Gimmicks. Before the dark hour comes, I play the gimmicks and have been once happy. I pretend and I smile. I walk the goddess of beauty, my fairy, she turns me on. The son of Hades walks my city, luckily I’ve never seen him.

I am seeing a ghost, my visitor, it’s a young girl... She likes me. I do not know what it is she wants from me?[...]

Begging for mercy I kneel, just another usual day. Seeing spots beside me this girl, why do I enjoy this? Walking behind, watching closely and making noises humbling.

I am beginning to rise.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Getting the High on the land

Preparing the light, getting excited about the fact I am about to travel into another world. Thinking about Lust, Aphrodite I want you here to give it all you’ve got. The shaking sound is absolutely abnormal, and I’ve never experienced it (what a lie)…
I feel hungry, tired and rosed. Once again I’ve cheated death.

It’s like a dream once you’re in, your head swirls around like a tornado. Your body becomes heavier than you have thought. They put down the cigarette, I still feel I need one more to smoke. What a crazy fact it is. Still, I feel honestly hungry after it. Makes me wanna eat many chocolate cakes, breads and lots of water.
I think about the day we were in the nature, you are surprisingly happy about the nature in this silly town.

“My glasses hides my true identity, I’ve been that drunk before. I really was feeling lazy to go, but I told myself that I’d do it for you. “

The face I saw, the smile I saw and the behaviour I saw was a pretty good thing to remember. Especially when you’re that high in the land. You imagined every little bit of her. You dream about her in your silly dreams, ‘cause dreams do not happen in a real life… I wish they do.

Now, the life I have is pretty exciting. Things do happen in my life, new girls screaming at me every day.

New life is coming, simple fact… New ideas are coming too, for me I have to accept all that is coming to me and live the life happily.

 

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth