Light, give me strength

I need to change
As for now, I have difficulties with my days; sometimes I might have fallen down into a trap that sets me loose. I sometimes stay all night in my room thinking what life God gave me, and I don't get it. I haven't seen it through, and I can't figure it out. What is the point being here? And why do I suffer the same faith all the times?

"We can't understand the life itself, but we can learn to live with it."

Some say to me to live along, trying to understand the situation; especially when it's critical. Sometimes I just have to get out of it, hide a little from it. I can do many stupid things when i'm in bad situations. Everytime when it's about love; or just about a girl.

Let me have a strength to bear the sadness that comes along, the darkness frightness me; maybe i just watch too many movies.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth